difficulties all on my own suddenly fell onto my unprepared shoulder。
Now I am in my room in a hotel near the New Oriental which is the school I need to h*e my TOEFL courses； and things happened today lingering in my mind。
This morning when I wanted to check in the hotel； I had a little argument with the manager。 All that happened because the rooms were arranged as the school told me and his tone was too cold for me to bear and I talked back coldly。 Then mom criticized me； saying： “You are too spoilt。 How can everything happen as your wish？ You must learn to endure something that does not go on your way。” “The New Oriental said I could live in a three…person room so that I can make more friends； but …” I murmured； but was interrupted by mom： “What？” “No； nothing； I was saying your instructions are correct。” Seeing her look was stern； I added quickly。 “That’s more like it。” Said mom； *iling； “Don’t be too self…centered； remember； you need friends when we are departed。” I nodded as my answer。
The next thing that nearly drove me crazy was I barely lost the receipt made out by the hotel manager。 Without it； I won’t be able to prove how many days I had paid and ask for the deposit。 Finally； I manage to get it out of a pile of changes。 I felt it really necessary to take good care of the important things such as receipts； identification card and credit card。 I swear I won’t be so careless any more。
Mom is right。 Anyway； I need to grow up and be mature； to change myself into a socialized person。
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Watching movies
Friday； July 27； 2007
Movies play an important role in my English progress。 I used to step into a wrong idea of English learning： thinking that doing exercises as many as possible will certainly improve my English。 For this reason； before the English petition which took place in my second year in junior high school； I did plenty of exercise； dreaming of getting the first prize。 But the reality was fierce： I missed it by two points。 After a sorrowful weep； sanity controlled me and I began to think about my flaws in the preparation。 Then I realized that maybe my methods were not so effective and my English was still too poor。 I needed to cheer up and find another effective way of learning English。 I am not a person who gives up easily； “nothing is impossible” is my belief and I fully understand Rome wasn’t built in a day。
When I became a junior 3 student； I met Sara； a young and pretty lady from America。 She encouraged me to learn English by watching foreign movies。 I hesitated； for I was junior 3 then； bunches of things required time and energy to deal with。 But I couldn’t say no to her at the time she lent me six DVDs of Star Wars and urged me to try them。 She knew I love science so she chose the series for me； insisting that I was bound to love them。 Facing her passion； I had to accept them and brought them home。 I didn’t set finger to them till one night I got tired of the grammar excises and couldn’t go on； and then I recalled Sara’s encouragement； so I quickly turned on the puter and began playing the DVD。
I was fascinated by Star Wars。 Its plot and perfect pictures tightly grasped my heart。 For the first time I broke the strict discipline I had obeyed for more than two years； I went to bed unwillingly till the clock showed it was 12：40 at night。
From then on； movies became part of my life。 I watched them for about 1 hour every night。 Though I was crazy about it； I knew it is more important to remain sanity。 After all； I still had so much work to deal with； I couldn’t give up all the others for English。 I clearly know what I should do and always try my best to control myself； though sometimes I still lose control of myself。 For example； when I watched The Matrix during May Day holiday； I couldn’t stop watching it for 7 hours till the end。 Mom scolded me for watching too long even for learning English。 She warned me of progress in my Math； Chemistry and Physics； saying that I ought to spend more time on them since the exam of HSFZ is looming （took place on May 13th）。 I didn’t talk back because I knew I was too crazy about it to stop watching and I knew I was wrong。
Anyway； despite the fact that watching movies sometimes wears you out； I still consider it a wonderful way of learning English because it is far more interesting； lively and exciting than other ways of learning English。 But my advice is： doing so needs great self discipline。
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Exploration of the Matrix
Talking about my f*orite movie； definitely it is The Matrix。 There are three DVDs in all； and each of them lasts 3…4 hours。 When I first watched the first episode I could barely resist the impulse to finish it right away； and once I came to the last two； I totally indulged myself in it and finished it after a seven…hour watching。
I consider it to be an amazing film； no wonder some websites introduce students use The Matrix to improve both oral English and understanding of English； for it owns an extremely plex and confusing plot and significant dialogues。 In order to fully understand it； I took the trouble of taking down all the conversations on a note book； so I had to pause the film anytime to copy the subtitles。 Because of its plex story； I still had trouble understanding it。 The sentences of this movie are a play on words； which contain more than one meaning。
For example； I clearly remember at the beginning of the film； Mr。 Anderson； who is known to us as Neo； the chosen one； wasn’t aware of his special power。 One day he woke up； and a sentence “Follow the rabbit。” appeared on his screen ； a group of people turned out and asked him to join a party。 He wanted to refuse at first； but once he saw a rabbit tattooed on a woman’s arm who revealed it on purpose； he changed his mind at once。 Afterwards； he met his girlfriend Trinity。 It was when the real exciting story started。
How e the story happened later related to “rabbit”？ What does “follow the rabbit” mean？ The questions kept obsessing me and drove me to consult all the dictionaries I could find。 I reckoned “rabbit” may h*e the meaning of “clue” at first； but I failed to prove my own guess。 The dictionaries simply provided one explanation saying that it means “a *all long…eared animal that lives in a hole in the ground”。 “Rabbit” here absolutely had its unique meaning； and its general meaning “rabbit” had nothing to do with the plot。 This made me much more puzzled。
Not giving up easily； I called Brenda who is my another foreign teacher and asked her about this detail。 She chuckled on the other side of the line； saying： “Clara； think of a famous fiction named ‘Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland’； how did Alice get to wonderland？” After a long pause of silence； I yelled in excitement： “That rabbit！ Alice was taken to wonderland by a rabbit！” “You got it！” said Brenda。 “Now do you know the other meaning of ‘follow the rabbit’？” “Yeah” answered I hastily； “It hinted that Neo was going to be led to the true world and know his real identity and destiny。”
Besides this part of The Matrix； there are several parts using this fiction to pun on words。 For instance； when Neo was introduced to meet Morpheus； Morpheus showed him two pills； one red； and the other blue。 “Take the blue pill； and you wake up on your bed tomorrow and believe every thing you believe； take the red one； I’ll show you how deep the rabbit hole is。” The words above was quoted from the film； and the last sentence of Morpheus implied that he would tell Neo the truth about the world they lived which was a virtual wonderland created by puters； and the machines had taken control of the world for a long time。 Obviously； “rabbit hole” refers to truth here。
Further more； the names in this film are significant； too。 The one that named the characters apparently wanted to show us with some clues through these deliberately chosen names。 Take “Morpheus” for an example。 It is the name of god of the dream from classical legends。 The name “Trinity” also has its own religious meaning。
Unfortunately； Brenda left abruptly with the three DVDs I lent her； so I could not keep the film。 My