At night； when it was time for her watch； for him to sleep； he had to tie her hands and feet to prevent her from killing herself when he wasn't watching。 When he bound her； she endured it limply。 He endured it with great pain。 Even then； he had to sleep with one eye open。 He slept by her feet so if she saw or heard something； she could wake him。 He was dead tired from the strain。
He wished they had never gone to。 Shota。 The idea that Zedd would turn on him was unthinkable； the idea that Kahlan would was unbearable。
Richard took out some food。 He kept his voice cheerful； hoping to perk her up。 〃Here； have some of this dried fish？〃 He smiled。 〃It's really awful。〃
She didn't laugh at his joke。 〃No； thank you。 I'm not hungry。〃
Richard struggled to keep the smile on his face； struggled to keep his voice from betraying his anger。 His head was pounding。 〃Kahlan； you've hardly eaten for days。 You have to eat。〃
〃I said I don't want any。〃
〃e on； for me？〃 he coaxed。
〃What are you going to do next？ Hold me down and force it in my mouth？〃
The calmness in her voice infuriated him； but he covered it as best he could with his tone； if not his words。 〃If I have to。〃
She spun at him； her chest heaving。 〃Richard； please！ Just let me go？ I don't want to be with you！ Just let me go！〃 It was the first emotion she had shown since leaving Agaden Reach。
It was his turn to hide his emotions。 〃No。〃
She glared at him with fire in her green eyes。 〃You can't watch me every minute。 Sooner or later 。 。 。〃 〃Every minute 。 。 。 if I have to。〃
They stood glaring angrily at each other； then the emotion on her face was gone； and she turned back to the road； walking on。
They had only stopped for a few minutes； but it had been enough for the thing that followed them to make another mistake； a rare one。 It had let its guard down briefly； and let itself get too close…close enough for Richard to see its fierce yellow eyes again； if only for an instant。
He had been aware that they were being followed since the second day out of the Reach。 Years spent alone in the woods made him aware when he was being followed； tracked。 It was a game he and the other guides had played sometimes in the Hartland Woods； seeing how far they could follow each other without being detected。 Whatever followed now was good at the game。 But not as good as Richard。 Three times now； he had seen the yellow eyes； when no one else would have。
He knew it wasn't Samuel； the yellow was different； darker； and the eyes were closer together…and it was smarter。 It couldn't be a heart hound； they would have been attacked long before now。 Whatever it was； it only watched。
Richard was sure Kahlan hadn't seen it； she was too far lost in her own dark thoughts。 Sooner or later； the thing would make itself known； and Richard would be ready。 But with Kahlan the way she was right now； he had his hands full； and he didn't need more trouble。
So he didn't turn and look； to show it that he suspected； didn't backtrack； and didn't snap a circle； as he and the other guides had called the maneuver； but rather； he let his eyes catch the glimpses when they did； without forcing a glance。 He was reasonably sure the thing that followed didn't know he was aware of it。 For now； that's the way he wanted to keep it。 It left the advantage with him。
He watched Kahlan as she walked with her shoulders slumped； and wondered what he was going to do in a few days； when they reached Tamarang。 Whether he liked it or not； she was winning this slow battle； simply because things couldn't go on like this。 She could fail time and again； she had only to succeed once。 He had to win every time。 To slip just once would let her end her life。 In the end； he knew he couldn't win； knew he was going to lose； and could think of nothing to change that。
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Rachel sat on the short footstool in front of the tall chair that was covered with red velvet and buttons and gold carving； waiting； knocking her knees together。 Hurry； Giller； she kept saying to herself； hurry； before the Princess es。 She looked up at the Queen's box。 She hoped that when Princess Violet came to try on jewelry； she didn't touch the box again。 Rachel hated it when she did that； it scared her。
The door opened a…little。 Giller poked his head in。
〃Hurry； Giller；〃 she whispered loudly。
The rest of him came in。 He stuck his head back out； looking up and down the hall； then he shut the door。 He looked down at her。
〃Did you get the bread？〃
She nodded。 〃I got it here。〃 She pulled the bundle out from under the chair and set it on the footstool。 〃I took a towel and wrapped it around the bread so no one would see。〃
〃Good girl。〃 He smiled as he turned around； away from her。
She smiled up at him； then frowned。 〃I had to steal it。 I never stole anything before。〃
〃I assure you； Rachel； it's for a good cause。〃 He was looking at the box。
〃Giller； Princess Violet is ing here。〃
He turned back； his eyes big。 〃When？〃
〃She said after she has the fitting for her new dress。 She's pretty fussy； so it may take a while； but maybe not。 She likes to try jewelry on and look at herself in the mirror。〃
〃Curse the spirits；〃 Giller whispered； 〃nothing is ever easy。〃 He turned around again and snatched the Queen's box off the marble stand。
〃Giller！ You mustn't touch that！ It's the Queen's！〃
He looked a little mad when he looked down at her。 〃No！ It's not！ Just wait； and I will explain。〃
He set the box down on the stool next to the bread。 His hand reached into his robes and pulled out another box。 〃How's it look？〃 With a smile on one side of his mouth； he held the new box toward her。
〃It looks just the same！〃
〃Good。〃 He put it on the stand where the real one had been； then sat down on the floor next to her and the footstool。 〃Now listen to me very carefully； Rachel。 We don't have much time； and it is very important that you understand。〃
She could tell by the way his face looked that he meant it。 She nodded。 〃I will； Giller。〃
He laid his hand on the box。 〃This box has magic； and it does not belong to the Queen。〃
She frowned。 〃It doesn't？ Who does it belong to？〃
〃I don't have time to explain that right now。 Maybe after we are away from here。 The important thing is that the Queen is a bad person。〃 Rachel nodded； she knew that was true。 〃She chops off people's heads just because she wants to。 She doesn't care about anyone but herself。 She has power。 Power means she can do whatever she wants。 This box has magic and it helps give her power。 That is why she took it。〃
〃I understand。 Like the way the Princess has power； so she can slap me； and chop my hair crooked； and laugh at me。〃
He nodded。 〃That's right。 Very good； Rachel。 Now。 There is a man who is even meaner than the Queen。 His name is Darken Rahl。〃
〃Father Rahl？〃 She was confused。 〃Everyone say he's nice。 The Princess says he is the nicest man in the world。〃
〃The Princess also says she doesn't spill gravy on her dresses。〃 He lifted an eyebrow。
〃That's a lie。〃
Giller put his hands on her shoulders； real soft。 〃You listen very carefully。。 Darken Rahl； Father Rahl； is the meanest man that ever was。 He hurts more people than the Queen could even think of。 He is so mean that he even kills children。 Do you know what that means； to kill someone？〃
She felt sad； and scared。 〃It means you chop off their head or something； and make them dead。〃
〃Yes。 And just as the Princess laughs when she slaps you； Darken Rahl laughs when he kills people。 You know the way when the Princess is at dinner with all the lords and ladies； she is real nice； and polite？ But when she is alone with you； she slaps you？〃
Rachel nodded； she had a lump in her throat。 〃She doesn't like them to know she's really mean。〃
Giller held his finger up。 〃That's right！ You're a very bright girl！ Well； Father Rahl is the same way。 He doesn't want people to know he is really mean； so he can be very polite； and make it seem like he is the nicest man in…the world。 Whatever you do； Rachel