tg.wizardfirstrule- 第144节

　
　Zedd　patted　her　arm。　〃You　may　be　right。〃
　
　〃I　have　no　one。　I　can　have　no　one。　You　can't　imagine　what　that's　like。　Please；　Zedd。〃　Her　eyebrows　wrinkled　together。　〃Please；　can　you　use　your　magic　to　remove　this　from　me？　Can　you　take　the　Confessor's　magic　from　me；　and　let　me　be　a　normal　woman？〃
　
　She　felt　as　if　she　was　hanging　by　a　thin　strand　over　a　gaping；　dark；　bottomless　pit。　She　twisted　on　the　end　of　the　strand　while　she　watched　his　eyes。
　
　His　head　bent。　He　didn't　look　up。　〃There　is　only　one　way　to　release　you　from　the　magic；　Mother　Confessor。〃
　
　Her　heart　leapt　into　her　throat。　〃How？〃　she　whispered。
　
　His　eyes　came　to　hers。　They　were　filled　with　pain。　〃I　could　kill　you。〃
　
　She　felt　the　strand　of　hope　break。　She　put　all　her　effort　to　making　her　face　show　nothing；　a　Confessor's　face；　as　she　felt　herself　disappearing　down　into　the　blackness。　〃Thank　you；　wizard　Zorander；　for　hearing　my　request。　I　didn't　really　think　there　was；　I　just　thought　I　would　ask。　I　appreciate　your　honesty。　You　better　go　get　some　sleep　now。〃
　
　He　nodded。　〃First；　you　must　tell　me　what　Shota　said。〃
　
　She　maintained　her　expression。　〃Ask　the　Seeker。　It　is　to　him　she　spoke；　I　was　covered　with　snakes　at　the　time。〃
　
　〃Snakes。〃　Zedd　lifted　an　eyebrow。　〃Shots　must　have　liked　you。　I　have　seen　her　do　worse。〃
　
　Kahlan　held　his　eyes。　〃She　did　worse　to　me；　too。〃
　
　〃I　asked　Richard。　He　won't　tell　me。　You　must。〃
　
　〃You　would　have…　me　step　between　two　friends？　You　would　ask　me　to　betray　his　trust？　No；　thank　you。〃
　
　〃Richard　is　smart；　perhaps　the　smartest　Seeker　I　have　ever　seen；　but　he　knows　very　little　of　the　Midlands。　He　has　seen　only　a　tiny　portion　of　it。　In　some　ways　it's　his　best　defense　and　strongest　asset。　He　found　where　the　last　box　is　by　going　to　Shota。　No　Seeker　from　the　Midlands　would　have　done　that。　You　have　spent　your　whole　life　here；　you　know　many　of　the　dangers。　There　are　creatures　here　who　could　use　the　magic　of　the　Sword　of　Truth　against　him。　There　are　creatures　who　would　suck　the　magic　from　him　and　kill　him　with　it。　There　are　dangers　of　every　kind。　We　don't　。have　the　time　to　teach　him　all　he　needs　to　know；　so　we　must　protect　him；　so　he　can　do　his　job。　I　must　know　what　Shota　said　so　I　can　judge　if　it's　important；　if　we　need　to　protect　him。〃
　
　〃Zedd；　please；　he　is　my　only　friend。　Don't　ask　me　to　betray　his　trust。〃
　
　〃Dear　one；　he　is　not　your　only　friend。　I'm　your　friend　too。　Help　me　protect　him。　I　will　keep　it　from　him　that　you　told　me。〃
　
　She　gave　him　a　meaningful　glare。　〃He　has　an　uncanny　way　of　finding　out　things　you　wish　him　not　to　know。〃
　
　Zedd　gave　a　knowing　smile　at　that；　then　his　face　hardened。　〃Mother　Confessor；　this　is　not　a　request；　this　is　an　order。　I　expect　you　to　treat　it　as　such。〃
　
　Kahlan　folded　her　arms；　half　turning　away　from　him　as　she　bristled。　She　could　hardly　believe　he　was　doing　this　to　her。　She　no　longer　had　a　say　in　the　matter。　〃Shots　said　Richard　was　the　only　one　who　has　a　chance　to　stop　Darken　Rahl。　She　doesn't　know　how；　or　why；　but　he　is　the　only　one　with　a　chance。〃
　
　Zedd　waited　in　silence。　〃Go　on。〃
　
　Kahlan　gritted　her　teeth。　〃She　said　you　would　try　to　kill　him；　that　you　would　use　wizard's　fire　against　him；　and　that　he　has　a　chance　to　beat　you。　There　is　a　chance　you　will　fail。〃
　
　Silence　settled　around　them　again。　〃Mother　Confessor　。　。　。〃
　
　〃She　said　that　I　too　will　use　my　power　on　him。　But　he　has　no　chance　against　it。　If　I　live；　I　will　not　fail。〃
　
　Zedd　took　a　deep　breath。　〃I　see　why　he　didn't　want　to　tell　me。〃　He　thought　in　silence　a　moment。　〃Why　didn't　Shota　kill　you？〃
　
　Kahlan　wished　he　would　stop　asking　questions。　She　turned　back　to　him。　〃She　planned　on　it。　You　were　there。　Well；　it　wasn't　really　you；　it　was　just　an　illusion；　but　we　thought　it　was　you。　You；　I　mean；　your　image；　tried　to　kill　Shota。　Richard　knew　she　was　the　only　way　to　find　the　box；　so　he；　well；　he　protected　her。　He　。　。　。　well；　he　turned　back　your　wizard's　fire；　and　gave　Shota　a　chance　to　。　。　。　to　use　her　power　on　you。〃
　
　Zedd　lifted　an　eyebrow。　〃Really　。　。　。
　
　Kahlan　nodded。　〃In　return　for　‘saving'　her；　she　granted　him　a　wish。　He　used　it　to　save　us。　He　made　her　spare　our　lives。　Richard　wouldn't　back　down。　Shota　was　not　happy。　She　said　that　if　he　ever　es　back　to　Agaden　Reach；　she　will　kill　him。〃
　
　〃That　boy　never　fails　to　amaze　me。　He　really　picked　the　information　over　my　life？〃
　
　She　was　a　little　surprised　by　his　smile。　She　nodded。　〃He　jumped　right　in　front　of　the　wizard's　fire。　He…used　his　sword　to　turn　it　away。〃
　
　Zedd　rubbed　his　chin。　〃How　wondrous：　That's　precisely　what　he　should　have　done。　I　had　always　feared　he　wouldn't　be　able　to　do　what　was　necessary；　if　it　came　right　down　to　it。　I　guess　I　need　fear　no　longer。　Then　what？〃
　
　Kahlan　looked　down　at　her　hands。　〃I　Wanted　Shota　to　kill　me；　but　she　wouldn't；　because　she　had　granted　him　the　wish。　Zedd；　I　。　。　。　I　couldn't　stand　the　thought　of　doing　that　to　him。　I　begged　him　to　kill　me。　I　didn't　want　to　live　to　carry　out　the　prophecy；　to　hurt　him。〃
　
　She　paused；　and　for　a　moment　silence　hung　between　them
　
　〃He　wouldn't　do　it。　So　I　tried　to。　For　days　I　tried。　He　took　my　knife　away；　he　tied　me　up　at　night；　he　watched　me　every　second。　I　felt　like　I　had　lost　my　mind。　Maybe　for　a　time；　I　had。　At　last；　he　convinced　me　that　we　couldn't　know　what　the　prophecy　meant；　or　even　that　it　wasn't　he　who　would　turn　against　us；　and　would　have　to　be　killed　in　order　to　defeat　Darken　Rahl。　He　made　me　see　that　I　couldn't　act　on　a　prophecy　we　didn't　yet　understand。〃
　
　〃I'm　very　sorry；　dear　one；　that　I　had　to　make　you　tell　me；　and　for　what　you　two　have　been　through。　But　Richard　is　right。　Prophecies　are　dangerous　things　to　take　too　seriously。〃
　
　〃But　a　witch　woman's　prophecies　are　always　true；　aren't　they
　
　〃Yes。〃　He　shrugged　as　he　spoke　softly。　〃But　not　always　in　the　way　。you　think。　Sometimes；　prophecies　can　even　be　self　fulfilling。〃
　
　She　gave　him　a　puzzled　look。　〃Really？〃
　
　〃Sure。　Just　imagine；　for　the　sake　of　illustration；　that　I　tried　to　kill　you　because　I　wanted　to　protect　Richard；　from　this　prophecy　ing　true。　He　sees　this；　we　fight；　one　of　us　wins；　say　it's　him。　That　part　of　the　prophecy　is　fulfilled；　so　he　fears　the　other　part　will　be　too；　and　thinks　he　must　kill　you。　You　don't　want　to　be　killed；　so　you　touch　him　to　protect　yourself。　There　you　have　it；　prophecy　fulfilled。
　
　〃The　problem　is；　it's　a　self…fulfilling　prophecy。　Without　it；　none　of　these　things　would　have　happened。　There　was　no　outside　influence　other　than　the　prophecy。　Prophecies　are　always　true；　but　we　seldom　know　how。〃　He　gave　her　a　look　as　if　asking　of　she　understood。
　
　〃I　always　thought　prophecies　were　to　be　taken　seriously。〃
　
　〃They　are；　but　only　by　those　who　understand　such　things；　prophecies　are　dangerous。　The　wizards　guard　books　of　prophecies；　as　you　know。　When　I　was　at　my　Keep；　I　reread　some　of　the　pertinent　books。　But　I　don't　understand　most　of　them。　There　used　to　be　wizards　who　did　nothing　else　but　study　the　books　of　prophecies。　There　are　prophecies　in　them　I　have　read　that　would　scare　you　blind；　if　you　knew　them。　They　sometimes　make　even　me　wake　at　night　in　a　sweat。　There　are　things　in　them　I　think　might　be　about　Richard；　that　frighten　me；　and　there　are　things　in　them　I　know　are　about　Richard；　but　I　don't　know　what　they　will　turn　out　to　mean；　and　I　dare　not　act　on　what　I　have　read。　We　can't　always　know　what　the　prophecies　mean；　and　so　they　must　be　kept　secret。　Some　of　these　could　cause　great　trouble　if　people　heard　them。〃
　
　Kahlan's　eyes　were　wide。　〃Richard　is　in　the　books　of　prophecies？　I　have　never　met　anyone　before　who　was　in　the　books。〃
　
　He　gave　her　an　even　gaze。　〃You　are　in　the　books　too。〃
　
　〃Me！　My　name　is　in　the　books　of　prophecies！〃
　
　〃Well；　yes　and　no。　That's　not　how　it　works。　You　seldom　know　for　sure。　But　in　this　case；　I　do。　It　says　things　like；　‘The　last　Mother　Confessor'　this；　and　‘The　last　Mother　Confessor'　that；　but　there　can　be　no　doubt　who　the　last　Mother　Confessor　is。　It　is　you；　Kahlan。　There　can　also　be　no　doubt　who　‘the　Seeker　who　mands　the　wind　against　the　heir　to　D'Hara'　is。　It　is　Richard。　Heir　to　D'Hara　is　Rahl。〃