tg.wizardfirstrule- 第99节

　
　〃It　is　no　use。　The　day　ends；　the　gathering　will　be　soon。　〃　He　put　his　arm　around　the　shoulders　of　a　frustrated　Seeker。　〃Keep　the　gift　of　the　whistle　anyway。　Though　it　will　never　aid　you；　let　it　serve　as　a　reminder　that　while　you　may　be　better　at　some　things　than　most　people；　in　this；　even　a　child　is　better　than　you。　〃
　
　The　hunters　roared。　Richard　sighed　and　gave　the　Bird　Man　a　nod。　Everyone　collected　their　things　and　headed　back　to　the　village。
　
　Richard　leaned　toward　her。　〃I　was　trying　my　best。　Really。　I　don't　understand　it。〃
　
　She　grinned；　taking　his　hand　in　hers。　〃I　am　sure　you　were。〃
　
　Though　the　light　was　fading；　the　cloudy　day　had　been　the　brightest　in　longer　than　she　could　remember；　and　it　had　helped　to　lift　her　spirits。　Mostly；　though；　what　helped　her　was　the　way　Richard　had　treated　her。　He　had　let　her　have　time　to　recover　from　last　night　without　asking　her　anything。　He　had　just　held　her；　let　her　be。
　
　Even　though　nothing　more　had　happened；　she　felt　closer　to　him　than　she　ever　had；　but　at　the　same　time；　she　knew　that　was　not　a　good　thing。　It　only　deepened　her　dilemma。　She　had　almost　made　a　very　big　mistake　last　night。　The　biggest　mistake　of　her　life。　She　was　relieved　that　he　had　pulled　her　back　from　the　brink。　At　the　same　time；　part　of　her　wished　he　hadn't。
　
　When　she　woke　this　morning；　she　didn't　know　how　he。　would　feel　about　her；　if　he　would　be　hurt；　angry；　or　hate　her。　Even　though　she　lay　bare…chested　against　him　all　night；　she　turned　her　back　to　him　in　embarrassment　while　she　buttoned　her　shirt。　As　her　fingers　slipped　the　buttons　back　in　place；　she　told　him　that　no　one　had　ever　had　a　friend　as　patient　as　the　one　she　had。　She　said　she　only　hoped　that　someday　she　could　prove　to　be　as　good　a　friend　as　he　was。
　
　〃You　already　have。　You　have　placed　your　trust；　your　life；　in　my　hands。　You　have　pledged　your　life　in　defense　of　me。　What　more　proof　could　I　have？〃
　
　She　turned；　and　resisting　mightily　the　urge　to　kiss　him；　thanked　him　for　putting　up　with　her。
　
　〃I　will　have　to　admit；　though；〃　he　said；　smiling；　〃that　I　will　never　look　at　an　apple　in　quite　the　same　way。〃
　
　That　made　her　laugh；　partly　in　embarrassment；　and　they　both　laughed　together　a　long　time。　Somehow；　it　made　her　feel　better；　and　took　away　what　could　have　been　a　thorn。
　
　Suddenly　Richard　stopped　in　his　tracks。　She　stopped；　too；　as　the　others　walked　on。
　
　〃Richard；　what　is　it？〃
　
　〃The　sun。〃　He　looked　pale。　〃For　a　moment；　a　shaft　of　sunlight　was　on　my　face。〃
　
　She　turned　to　the　west。　〃All　I　see　are　clouds。〃
　
　〃1t　was　there；　a　small　opening；　but　I　don't　see　it　either；　now。〃
　
　〃Do　you　think　it　means　something？〃
　
　He　shook　his　head。　〃I　don't　know。　But　it's　the　first　time　I've　seen　even　the　slightest　break　in　the　clouds　since　Zedd　put　them　there。　Maybe　it's　nothing。〃
　
　They　started　walking　again；　the　eerie　sounds　of　the　boldas　carrying　to　them　across　the　windswept；　flat　grasslands。　By　the　time　they　reached　the　village；　it　was　dark。　The　banquet　was　still　going　on；　as　it　had　all　last　night；　as　it　would　tonight；　until　the　gathering　was　over。　Everyone　was　still　going　strong；　except　the　children；　many　of　whom　walked　around　in　a　sleepy　stupor　or　slept　contentedly　in　corners　here　and　there。
　
　The　six　elders　were　on　their　platform；　their　wives　gone。　They　were　eating　a　meal　being　served　by　special　women；　cooks　who　were　the　only　ones　allowed　to　prepare　the　gathering　feast。　Kahlan　watched　them　pour　a　drink　for　each　of　the　elders。　It　was　red；　different　from　any　other　drink　at　the　banquet。　The　eyes　of　the　six　were　glazed；　far　off；　as　if　they　were　seeing　things　others　didn't。　Kahlan　felt　a　chill。
　
　Their　ancestors'　spirits　were　with　them。
　
　The　Bird　Man　spoke　to　them。　When　he　seemed　satisfied　by　whatever　it　was　they　told　him；　he　nodded　and　the　six　rose；　walking　in　a　line　toward　the　spirit　house。　The　sound　of　the　drums　and　the　boldas　changed　in　a　way　that　ran　bumps　up　her　arms。　The　Bird　Man　strode　back　to　them；　his　eyes　as　sharp　and　intense　as　ever。
　
　〃It　is　time；　〃　he　told　her。　〃Richard　and　I　must　go　now。　〃
　
　〃What　do　you　mean；　‘Richard　and　I'？　I'm　going　too。
　
　〃You　cannot。〃
　
　。Why　？〃
　
　〃Because　a　gathering　is　only　men。　〃
　
　〃I　am　the　Seeker's　guide；　I　must　be　there　to　translate。　〃
　
　The　Bird　Man's　eyes　shifted　about　in　an　unfortable　manner。　〃But　a　gathering　is　only　men；　〃　he　repeated；　seemingly　unable　to　e　up　with　a　better　reason。
　
　She　folded　her　arms。　〃Well；　this　one　will　have　a　woman。　〃
　
　Richard　looked　from　her　face　to　the　Bird　Man's　and　back　again；　knowing　by　the　tone　of　her　voice　that　something　was　going　on；　but　deciding　not　to　interfere。　The　Bird　Man　leaned　a　little　closer　to　her　and　lowered　his　voice。
　
　〃When　we　meet　the　spirits；　it　must　be　as　they　are。〃
　
　Her　eyes　narrowed。　〃Are　you　trying　to　tell　me　that　you　can't　wear　clothes？〃
　
　He　took　a　deep　breath　and　nodded。　〃And　you　must　be　painted　with　mud。〃
　
　〃Fine；　〃　she　said；　holding　her　head　up。。　〃I　have　no　objections。　〃
　
　He　leaned　back　a　little。　〃Well；　what　about　the　Seeker？　Maybe　you　would　like　to　ask　him　what　he　feels　about　you　doing　this。　〃
　
　She　held　his　eyes　for　a　long　time；　then　turned　to　Richard。　〃I　need　to　explain　something　to　you。　When　a　person　calls　a　gathering；　they　are　sometimes　asked　questions　by　the　spirits；　through　the　elders；　to　be　sure　they　are　acting　of　noble　intent。　If　you　answer　a　question　in　a　way　that　a　spirit　ancestor　finds　dishonorable　or　untruthful　。　。　。　they　may　kill　you。　Not　the　elders；　the　spirits。〃
　
　〃I　have　the　sword；〃　he　reminded　her
　
　〃No；　you　won't。　If　you　want　a　gathering；　you　must　do　as　the　elders　do；　face　the　spirits　with　nothing　but　yourself。　You　can　wear　no　sword；　no　clothes；　and　you　must　have　mud　painted　on　you。〃　She　took　a　breath；　pushed　some　hair　back　over　her　shoulder。　〃If　I　am　not　there　to　translate；　you　may　get　killed　simply　because　you　cannot　answer　a　question　you　don't　understand。　Then　Rahl　wins。　I　must　be　there　to　interpret。　But　if　I'm　there；　I；　too；　can　wear　no　clothes。　The　Bird　Man　is　in　a　fret；　and　wishes　to　know　what　you　think　of　this。　He　is　hoping　you　will　forbid　me　from　doing　this。〃
　
　Richard　folded　his　arms；　looking　her　in　the　eye。　〃I　think　you　are　bound　and　determined；　one　way　or　another；　to　have　your　clothes　off　in　the　spirit　house。〃
　
　The　corners　of　his　mouth　turned　up；　and　his　eyes　sparkled。　Kahlan　had　to　bite　her　lower　lip　to　keep　from　laughing。　The　Bird　Man　looked　from　one　to　the　other；　confused。
　
　〃Richard！〃　She　spoke　his　name　in　a　rising　tone　of　caution。　〃This　is　serious。　And　don't　get　your　hopes　up。　It　will　be　dark。〃　Still；　she　could　hardly　keep　from　laughing。
　
　Richard's　face　regained　its　seriousness　as　he　turned　to　the　Bird　Man。　〃I　called　the　gathering。　I　need　Kahlan　there。〃
　
　She　could　almost　see　him　flinch　at　the　translation。　〃You　two　have　been　stretching　my　limits　from　the　moment　you　arrived。　〃　He　gave　a　loud　sigh。　〃Why　should　it　change　now？　Lets　go。　〃
　
　Kahlan　and　Richard　walked　side；　by　side；　following　the　Bird　Man's　silhouette　as　he　led　them　off　through　the　dark　passageways　of　the　village；　turning　to　the　right　several　times；　then　the　other　way。　Richard's　hand　found　hers。　Kahlan　was　a　lot　more　nervous　about　this　than　she　let　on；　about　sitting　naked　with　eight　naked　men。　But　she　was　not　about　to　let　Richard　go　into　the　gathering　without　her。　This　was　no　time　to　let　it　all　slip　away　from　them：　they　had　worked　too　hard；　time　was　too　short。
　
　She　put　on　her　Confessor's　face。
　
　Before　they　reached　the　spirit　house；　the　Bird　Man　took　them　through　a　narrow　doorway；　into　a　small　room　in　a　building　nearby。　The　other　elders　were　there；　sitting　cross…legged　on　the　floor；　staring　blankly　ahead。　She　smiled　at　Savidlin；　but　he　didn't　respond。　The　Bird　Man　picked　up　a　small　bench　and　two　clay　pots
　
　〃When　I　call　your　name；　e　out。　Wait　until　then。　〃
　
　As　the　Bird　Man　took　his　bench　and　pots　with　him；　squeezing　sideways　out　the　door；　Kahlan　told　Richard　what　he　had　said。　In　a　while　he　called　Caldus's　name；　and　after　a　time；　each　of　the　other　elders　in　turn；　Savidlin　last。　Savidlin　did　not　speak　to　them　or　even　acknowledge　that　he　knew　th