Zhilinsky was obviously not pleased to receive this unknown Russian outsider into his circle; and said nothing to Rostov。 Boris appeared not to notice the constraint produced by the newcomer; and with the same amiable composure and the same veiled look in his eyes with which he had welcomed Rostov; he endeavoured to enliven the conversation。 With characteristic French courtesy one of the French officers turned to Rostov; as he sat in stubborn silence; and said to him that he had probably come to Tilsit to see the Emperor。
“No; I came on business;” was Rostov’s short reply。 Rostov had been out of humour from the moment when he detected the dissatisfaction on the face of Boris; and as is always the case with persons who are ill…humoured; it seemed to him that every one looked at him with hostile eyes; and that he was in every one’s way。 And in fact he was in every one’s way; and he was the only person left out of the general conversation; as it sprang up again。 And what is he sitting on here for? was the question asked by the eyes of the guests turned upon him。 He got up and went up to Boris。
“I’m in your way; though;” he said to him in an undertone; “let us have a talk about my business; and I’ll go away。”
“Oh; no; not the least;” said Boris。 “But if you are tired; come to my room and lie down and rest。”
“Well; really…”
They went into the little room where Boris slept。 Rostov; without sitting down; began speaking at once with irritation—as though Boris were in some way to blame in the matter。 He told him of Denisov’s scrape; asking whether he would and could through his general intercede with the Emperor in Denisov’s favour; and through him present the letter。 When they were alone together; Rostov was for the first time distinctly aware that he felt an awkwardness in looking Boris in the face。 Boris crossing one leg over the other; and stroking the slender fingers of his right hand with his left; listened to Rostov; as a general listens to a report presented by a subordinate; at one time looking away; at the next looking Rostov straight in the face with the same veiled look in his eyes。 Every time he did so; Rostov felt ill at ease; and dropped his eyes。
“I have heard of affairs of the sort; and I know that the Emperor is very severe in such cases。 I think it had better not be taken before his majesty。 To my mind; it would be better to apply directly to the commander of the corps。… But generally speaking; I believe…”
“Then you don’t care to do anything; so say so!” Rostov almost shouted; not looking Boris in the face。
Boris smiled。
“On the contrary; I will do what I can; only I imagine…”
At that moment they heard the voice of Zhilinsky at the door; calling Boris。
“Well; go along; go; go…” said Rostov; and refusing supper and remaining alone in the little room; he walked up and down for a long while; listening to the light…hearted French chatter in the next room。
Chapter 20
ROSTOV had arrived at Tilsit on the day least suitable for interceding in Denisov’s behalf。 It was out of the question for him to go himself to the general in attendance; since he was wearing civilian dress; and had come to Tilsit without permission to do so; and Boris; even had he been willing; could not have done so on the day following Rostov’s arrival。 On that day; the 27th of June; the preliminaries of peace were signed。 The Emperors exchanged orders: Alexander received the Legion of Honour; and Napoleon the Order of St。 Andrey of the first degree; and that day had been fixed for the dinner to be given by a battalion of French guards to the Preobrazhensky battalion。 The Emperors were to be present at this banquet。 Rostov felt so uncomfortable and ill at ease with Boris; that when the latter peeped in at him after supper he pretended to be asleep; and the next day he left early in the morning to avoid seeing him。 In a frock coat and round hat; Nikolay strolled about the town; staring at the French and their uniforms; examining the streets and the houses where the Russian and the French Emperors were staying。 In the market…place he saw tables set out and preparations for the banquet; in the streets he saw draperies hung across with flags of the Russian and French colours; and huge monograms of A and N。 In the windows of the houses; too; there were flags and monograms。
“Boris doesn’t care to help me; and I don’t care to apply to him。 That question’s closed;” thought Nikolay; “everything’s over between us; but I’m not going away from here without having done all I can for Denisov; and; above all; getting the letter given to the Emperor。 To the Emperor? … He is here!” thought Rostov; who had unconsciously gone back to the house occupied by Alexander。
Saddle horses were standing at the entrance; and the suite were riding up; evidently getting ready for the Emperor to come out。
“Any minute I may see him;” thought Rostov。 “If only I could give him the letter directly; and tell him all … could they really arrest me for my frock coat? Impossible。 He would understand on which side the truth lay。 He understands everything; he knows everything。 Who can be juster and more magnanimous than he? Besides; even if they were to arrest me for being here; what would it matter?” he thought; looking at an officer who was going into the house。 “Why; people go in; I see。 Oh! it’s all nonsense。 I’ll go and give the letter to the Emperor myself; so much the worse for Drubetskoy who has driven me to it。” And all at once; with a decision he would never have expected of himself; Rostov; fingering the letter in his pocket; went straight into the house where the Emperor was staying。
“No; this time I won’t miss my opportunity as I did after Austerlitz;” he thought; expecting every minute to meet the Emperor; and feeling a rush of blood to the heart at the idea。 “I will fall at his feet and will beseech him。 He will lift me up; hear me out; and thank me too。 ‘I am happy when I can do good; but to cancel injustice is the greatest happiness;’ ” Rostov fancied the Emperor would say to him。 And he passed up the stairs regardless of the inquisitive eyes that were turned upon him。 The broad staircase led straight upwards from the entry; on the right was a closed door。 Below; under the stairs; was a door to the rooms on the ground floor。
“Whom are you looking for?” some one asked him。
“To give a letter; a petition; to his majesty;” said Nikolay; with a quiver in his voice。
“A petition—to the officer on duty; this way; please” (he was motioned to the door below)。 “Only it won’t receive attention。”
Hearing this indifferent voice; Rostov felt panic…stricken at what he was doing; the idea that he might meet the Emperor at any minute was so fascinating and consequently so terrible; that he was ready to fly; but an attendant meeting him opened the door to the officer’s room for him; and Rostov went in。
A short; stout man of about thirty in white breeches; high boots; and in a batiste shirt; apparently only just put on; was standing in this room。 A valet was buttoning behind him some fine…looking; new; silk…embroidered braces; which for some reason attracted Rostov’s notice。 The stout man was conversing with some one in the adjoining room。
“A good figure and in her first bloom;” he was saying; but seeing Rostov he broke off and frowned。
“What do you want? A petition? …”
“What is it?” asked some one in the next room。
“Another petition;” answered the man in the braces。
“Tell him to come later。 He’ll be coming out directly; we must go。”
“Later; later; to…morrow。 It’s too late。…”
Rostov turned away and would have gone out; but the man in the braces stopped him。
“From whom is it? Who are you?”
“From Major Denisov;” answered Rostov。
“Who are you—an officer?”
“A lieutenant; Count Rostov。”
“What audacity! Send it through the proper channel。 And go along with you; go。…” And he began putting on the uniform the valet handed him。
Rostov went out into the hall again; and noticed that by this time there were a great many officers and generals in full dress; and he had to pass through their midst。
Cursing his temerity; ready to faint at the thought that he might any minute meet the Emp