〃Please！〃 she screamed。
〃Just say yes。〃 〃Yes！ Yes！ Anything！ Yes！〃 As she spat out the words the handle of the door moved。 She turned her back on the emerging horror and put her weight down on the handle at the same time as her other hand fumbled with the key。 Behind her； she heard the sound of a body contorting itself to fetch itself free。 She turned the key the wrong way； and then the right。 Muck splashed on her shin。 It was almost at her heels。 As she opened the door sodden fingers snatched at her ankle； but she threw herself out of the bathroom before it could catch her； and onto the landing； slamming the door behind her。
Mamoulian； his victory won； had gone。
After that； she couldn't bring herself to go back into the bathroom。 At her request the Razor…Eater supplied a bucket for her to use； which he brought and took away again with reverence。
The European never spoke of the incident again。 There was no need。 That night she did as he had asked her。 She opened up her head and went to look for Bill Toy and； within a matter of minutes； she found him。 So； soon after； did the Last European。
43
Not since the halcyon days of his big wins at the casinos had Marty possessed so much money as he did now。 Two thousand pounds was no fortune to Whitehead； but it raised Marty to blind heights。 Perhaps the old man's story about Carys had been a lie。 If so； he'd wheedle the truth out of him in time。 Slowee； slowee； catchee monkey； as Feaver used to say。 What would Feaver say to see Marty now； with money lapping at his feet？
He left the car near Euston； and caught a cab to the Strand to cash the check。 Then he went in search of a good evening suit。 Whitehead had suggested an outfitter off Regent Street。 The fitters treated him with some brusqueness at first； but once he showed them the color of his money the tune changed to sycophancy。 Curbing his smiles； Marty played the fastidious buyer； they fawned and fussed； he let them。 Only after three…quarters of an hour of their fey attentions did he alight on something he liked： a conservative choice； but immaculately styled。 The suit； and the acpanying wardrobe…shoes； shirts； a selection of ties…bit more deeply into the cash than he'd anticipated； but he let it go； like water； through his fingers。 The suit； and one set of accoutrements； he took with him。 The rest he had sent to the Sanctuary。
It was lunchtime when he emerged； and he wandered around looking for somewhere to eat。 There'd been a Chinese restaurant on Gerard Street that he and Charmaine had frequented whenever funds allowed： he returned there now。 Though its facade had been modernized to acmodate a large neon sign； the interior was much the same； the food as good as he remembered。 He sat in splendid isolation and ate and drank his way through the menu； happy to play the rich man to the hilt。 He ordered half a dozen cigars after the meal； downed several brandies and tipped like a millionaire。 Papa would be proud of me； he thought。 When he was full； drunk and satisfied； he headed out into the balmy afternoon。 It was time he followed the rest of Whitehead's instructions。
He made his way through Soho； wandering for a few minutes until he found a betting office。 As he entered the smoky interior； guilt assailed him； but he told his spoilsport conscience to go hang。 He was obeying orders in ing here。
There were races at Newmarket； Kempton Park and Doncaster…each name evoked some bittersweet association…and he bet freely on every one on the board。 Soon the old enthusiasm had killed the last smidgen of guilt。 It was like living； this game； but it tasted stronger。 It dramatized； with its promised gains； its too…easy losses； the sense he had had as a child of what adult life must be like。 Of how； once one grew out of boredom and into the secret； bearded； erectile world of manhood； every word would be loaded with risk and promise； every breath taken won in the face of extraordinary odds。
At first； the money dribbled away from him； he didn't bet heavily； but the frequency of the losses began to dwindle his reserves。 Then； three…quarters of an hour into the session things took a turn for the better； horses he plucked from thin air romped home at ridiculous odds； one after the other。 In one race he made back what he'd lost in the previous two； and more。 The enthusiasm turned to euphoria。 This was the very feeling he'd tried so hard to describe to Whitehead…of being in charge of chance。
Finally； the wins began to bore him。 Pocketing his winnings without taking any proper account of them； he left。 The money in his jacket was a thick wedge； it ached to be spent。 On instinct； he sauntered through the crowds to Oxford Street； selected an expensive shop； and bought a nine…hundred…pound fur coat for Charmaine； then hailed a cab to take it to her。 It was a slow journey； the wage…slaves were beginning to make their escape； and the roads were snarled。 But his mood forbade irritation。
He had the taxi drop him off at the corner of the street； because he wanted to walk the length of it。 Things had changed since he'd last been here； two and a half months before。 Early spring was now early summer。 Now； at almost six in the evening； the warmth of the day hadn't dissipated； there was growing time in it still。 Nor； he thought； was it just the season that had advanced； bee riper； he had too。
He felt real。 God in Heaven； that was it。 At last he was able to operate in the world again； affect it； shape it。
Charmaine came to the door looking flustered。 She looked more flustered still when Marty stepped in； kissed her； and put the coat box in her arms。
〃Here。 I bought you something。〃 She frowned。 〃What is it； Marty？〃 〃Take a look。 It's for you。〃 〃No；〃 she said。 〃I can't。〃 The front door was still open。 She was ushering him back toward it； or at least attempting to。 But he wouldn't go。 There was something beneath the look of embarrassment on her face： anger； panic even。 She pressed the box back at him； unopened。
〃Please go；〃 she said。
〃It's a surprise；〃 he told her； determined not to be repelled。
〃I don't want any surprises。 Just go。 Ring me tomorrow。〃 He wouldn't take the proffered box； and it fell between them； breaking open。 The sumptuous gleam of the coat spilled out； she couldn't help but stoop to pick it up。
〃Oh； Marty 。 。 。〃 she whispered。
As he looked down at her gleaming hair someone appeared at the top of the stairs。
〃What's the problem？〃 Marty looked up。 Flynn was standing on the half…landing； dressed only in underwear and socks。 He was unshaven。 For a few seconds he said nothing； juggling the options。 Then the smile； his panacea； swarmed across his face。
〃Marty；〃 he exclaimed； 〃what's buzzing？〃 Marty looked at Charmaine； who was looking at the floor。 She… had the coat in her arms； bundled up like a dead animal。
〃I see；〃 Marty said。
Flynn descended a few stairs。 His eyes were bloodshot。
〃It's not what you think。 Really it isn't；〃 he said； stopping halfway down； waiting to see which way Marty would jump。
〃It's exactly what you think； Marty；〃 Charmaine said quietly。 〃I'm sorry you had to find out like this； but you never rang。 I said ring before you e round。〃 〃How long？〃 Marty murmured。
〃Two years； more or less。〃 Marty glanced up at Flynn。 They'd played together with that black girl…Ursula； was it？…only a few weeks past； and when the milk was spilt Flynn had slid away。 He'd e back here； to Charmaine。 Had he washed； Marty wondered； before he'd joined Charmaine in their double bed？ Probably not。
〃Why him？〃 he found himself asking。 〃Why him； for Christ's sake？ Couldn't you have improved on that？〃 Flynn said nothing in his own defense。
〃I think you should leave； Marty；〃 Charmaine said； clumsily attempting to rebox the coat。
〃He's such a shit；〃 Marty said。 〃Can't you see what a shit he is？〃 〃He was there；〃 she retorted bitterly。 〃You weren't。〃 〃He's a fucking pimp； for Christ's sake！〃 〃Yes；〃 she said； letting the box lie； and standing up at last； eyes furious； to spit all the truth out。 〃Yes； that's right。 Why do you think I took up with him？〃 〃No； Char…〃 〃Hard times； Marty。 Nothing to live on but fresh air and love