d water。 But we had one fellow came here； this is a couple of years ago now； he was American； over from Boston。 He saw Mamoulian and let me tell you…he freaked out。 Seems he'd played with a guy who was his spitting image； this is in the 1920s。 That caused quite a buzz。 I mean； he doesn't look like the type to have a father； does he？〃 The waiter had something there。 It was impossible to imagine this Mamoulian as a child or a pimply adolescent。 Had he suffered infatuation； the death of pets； of parents？ It seemed so unlikely as to be laughable。
〃That's all I know； really。〃 〃Thank you；〃 said Marty。 It was enough。
The waiter walked away； leaving Marty with an armful of possibilities。 Apocryphal tales； most likely： the Greek with the system； the panicking American。 A man like Mamoulian was bound to collect rumors； his air of lost aristocracy invited invented histories。 Like an onion； unwrapped and unwrapped and unwrapped again； each skin giving way not to the core but to another skin。
Tired； and dizzy with too much drink and too little sleep； Marty decided to call it a night。 He'd use the hundred or so left in his wallet to bribe a taxi driver to drive him back to the estate； and leave the car to be picked up another day。 He was too drunk to drive。 He glanced one final time into the baccarat room。 The game was still going on； Mamoulian had not moved from his station。
Marty went downstairs to the bathroom。 It was a few degrees colder than the interior of the club； its rococo plasterwork facetious in the face of its lowly function。 He glanced at his weariness in the mirror； then went to relieve himself at the urinal。
In one of the stalls； somebody had begun to sob； very quietly； as if attempting to stifle the sound。 Despite his aching bladder； Marty found he was unable to piss； the anonymous grief distressed him too much。 It was ing from behind the locked door of the stalls。 Probably some optimist who'd lost his shirt on a roll of the dice； and was now contemplating the consequences。 Marty left him to it。 There was nothing he could say or do； he knew that from bitter experience。
Out in the foyer； the woman on the desk called after him。
〃Mr。 Strauss？〃 It was the English rose。 She showed no sign of wilting； despite the hour。 〃Did you find Mr。 Toy？〃 〃No； I didn't。〃 〃Oh； that's odd。 He was here。〃 〃Are you sure？〃 〃Yes。 He came with Mr。 Mamoulian。 I told him you were here； and that you'd asked after him。〃 〃And what did he say？〃 〃Nothing；〃 the girl replied。 〃Not a word。〃 She dropped her voice。 〃Is he well？ I mean； he looked really terrible； if you don't mind me saying so。 Awful color。〃 Marty glanced up the stairs； scanned the landing。
〃Is he still here？〃 〃Well； I haven't been on the desk all evening； but I didn't see him leave。〃 Marty took the stairs two at a time。 He wanted to see Toy so much。 There were questions to ask； confidences to exchange。 He scoured the rooms； looking for that worn…leather face。 But though Mamoulian was still there； sipping his water； Toy was not with him。 Nor was he to be found in any of the bars。 He had clearly e and gone。 Disappointed； Marty went back downstairs； thanked the girl for her help； tipped her well； and left。
It was only when he had put a good distance between himself and the Academy； walking in the middle of the road to waylay the first available taxi； that he remembered the sobbing in the bathroom。 His pace slowed。 Eventually he stopped in the street； his head echoing to the thump of his heart。 Was it just hindsight； or had that ragged voice sounded familiar； as it chewed on its grief？ Had it been Toy sitting there in the questionable privacy of a toilet stall； crying like a lost child？
Dreamily； Marty glanced back the way he'd e。 If he suspected Toy was still at the club； shouldn't he go back and find out？ But his head was making unpleasant connections。 The woman at the Pimlico number whose voice was too horrid to listen to； the desk…girl's question： 〃Is he well？〃； the profundity of despair he had heard from behind the locked door。 No； he couldn't go back。 Nothing； not even the promise of a faultless system to beat every table in the house； would induce him to return。 There was； after all； such a thing as reasonable doubt； and on occasion it could be a balm without equal。
VIII。
Raising Cain
45
The day of the Last Supper； as he was to e to think of it； Marty shaved three times； once in the morning and twice in the afternoon。 The initial flattery of the invitation had long since faded。 Now all he prayed for was some convenient get…out clause； a means by which he could politely escape what he was certain would be an excruciating evening。 He had no place in Whitehead's entourage。 Their values were not his； their world was one in which he was no more than a functionary。 There could be nothing about him that would give them more than a moment's entertainment。
It wasn't until he put on the evening jacket again that he began to feel more courageous。 In this world of appearances； why shouldn't he carry off the illusion as well as the next man？ After all； he'd succeeded at the Academy。 The trick was to get the superficies right…the proper dress code； the correct direction in which to pass the port。 He began to view the evening ahead as a test of his wits； and his petitive spirit began to rise to the challenge。 He would play them at their own game； among the clinking glasses and the chatter of opera and high finance。
Triply shaved； dressed and cologned； he went down to the kitchen。 Oddly； Pearl wasn't in the house： Luther had been left in charge of the night's gourmandizing。 He was opening bottles of wine： the room was fragrant with the mingled bouquets。 Though Marty had understood the gathering to be small； several dozen bottles were assembled on the table； the labels on many were dirtied to illegibility。 It looked as though the cellar were being stripped of its finest vintages。
Luther looked Marty up and down。
〃Who'd you steal the suit off？〃 Marty picked up one of the open bottles and sniffed it； ignoring the remark。 Tonight he wasn't going to be needled： tonight he had things figured out； and he'd let no one burst the bubble。
〃I said： where'd you…〃 〃I heard you first time。 I bought it。〃 〃What with？〃 Marty put the bottle down heavily。 Glasses on the table clinked together。 〃Why don't you shut up？〃 Luther shrugged。 〃Old man give it to you？〃 〃I told you。 Shove it。〃 〃Seems to me you're getting in deep； man。 You know you're guest of honor at this shindig？〃 〃I'm going along to meet some of the old man's friends； that's all。〃 〃You mean Dwoskin and those fuckheads？ Aren't you the lucky one？〃 〃And what are you tonight： the wine…boy？〃 Luther grimaced as he pulled the cork on another bottle。 〃They don't have no waiters at their special parties。 They're very private。〃 〃What do you mean？〃 〃What do I know？〃 Luther said； shrugging。 〃I'm a monkey； right？〃 Between eight and eight…thirty； the cars started to arrive at the Sanctuary。 Marty waited in his room for a summons to join the rest of the guests。 He heard Curtsinger's voice； and those of women； there was laughter； some of it shrill。 He wondered if it was just the wives they'd brought； or their daughters too。
The phone rang。
〃Marty。〃 It was Whitehead。
〃Sir？〃 〃Why not e up and join us？ We're waiting for you。〃 〃Right。〃 〃We're in the white room。〃 Another surprise。 That bare room； with its ugly altarpiece； seemed an unlikely venue for a dinner party。
Evening was drawing on outside； and before going on up to the room； Marty switched the lawn floods on。 They blazed； their illumination echoing through the house。 His earlier trepidation had been entirely replaced by a mixture of defiance and fatalism。 As long as he didn't spit in the soup； he told himself； he'd get through。
〃e on in； Marty。〃 The atmosphere inside the white room was already chokingly thick with cigar and cigarette smoke。 No attempt had been made to prettify the place。 The only decoration was the triptych： its crucifixion as vicious as Marty remembered it。 Whitehead stood as Marty entered； and extended his hand in wele； an almost garish smile on his face。
〃Close the door； will yo