r thin legs itch。 It was to stop that itch that she disobeyed every prohibition on Number Eighty…two and slipped into the house when next the front door was opened； and up to where she knew the stranger to be。
〃Hello？〃 she said； standing on the landing outside the room。
〃You can e in；〃 the man said。
Sharon had never smelled death before； but she knew it instinctively： introductions were superfluous。 She stood in the doorway and peered at the man。 She could still run if she wanted to； she knew that too。 She was made yet safer by the fact that he was tied to the bed。 This she could see； though the room was dark。 Her inquisitive mind found nothing odd in this； adults played games； the way children did。
〃Put on the light；〃 the man suggested。 She reached up for the switch beside the door and turned it on。 The weak bulb lit the prisoner strangely； by it he looked sicker than anybody Sharon had ever set eyes on。 He had obviously dragged the bed across the room to the window； and in so doing the ropes that tied him had bitten into his gray skin； so that shiny brown fluids…not quite like blood…covered his hands and trousers； and spattered the floor at his feet。 Black blotches made his face； which was also shiny； piebald。
〃Hello；〃 he said。 His voice was warped； as though he was speaking out of a cheap radio。 Its weirdness amused her。
〃Hello；〃 she said back。
He gave her a lopsided grin； and the bulb caught the wetness of his eyes； which were so deep in his head she could scarcely make them out。 But when they moved； as they did now； the skin around them fluttered。
〃I'm sorry to call you away from your games；〃 he said。
She dawdled in the door； not quite certain whether to go or stay。 〃I shouldn't really be here；〃 she teased。
〃Oh 。 。 。〃 he said； rolling his eyes up until all the whites showed。 〃Please don't go。〃 She thought he looked ical with his jacket all stained and his eyes rolling。 〃If Marilyn found out I'd been here…〃 〃Your sister； is that？〃 〃My mother。 She'd hit me。〃 The man looked doleful。 〃She shouldn't do that；〃 he said。
〃Well； she does。〃 〃That's shameful；〃 he replied mournfully。
〃Oh； she won't find out；〃 Sharon reassured him。 The man was more distressed by her talk of a beating than she'd intended。 〃Nobody knows I'm here。〃 〃Good；〃 he said。 〃I wouldn't want any harm to e to you on my account。〃 〃Why are you all tied up？〃 she inquired。 〃Is it a game？〃 〃Yes。 That's all it is。 Tell me； what's your name？〃 〃Sharon。〃 〃You're quite right； Sharon； it's a game。 Only I don't want to play anymore。 It's started to hurt me。 You can see。〃 He raised his hands as far as he could； to show how the bindings bit。 A diet of flies； disrupted from their laying； buzzed about his head。
〃Are you any good at untying knots？〃 he asked her。
〃Not very。〃 〃Could you try。 For me？〃 〃Suppose so；〃 she said。
〃Only I'm feeling very tired。 e in； Sharon。 Close the door。〃 She did as she was told。 There was no threat here。 Just a mystery （or two maybe： death and men） and she wanted to know more。 Besides； the man was ill： he could do her no harm in his present condition。 The closer she got to him the worse he looked。 His skin was blistering； and there were beads of something like black oil dotting his face。 Beneath the smell of his perfume； which was strong； there was something bitter。 She didn't want to touch him； sorry as she felt for him。
〃Please 。 。 。〃 he said； proffering his bound hands。 The flies roved around； irritated。 There were lots of them； and they were all interested in him； in his eyes； in his ears。
〃I should get a doctor；〃 she said。 〃You're not well。〃 〃No time for that；〃 he insisted。 〃Just untie me； then I'll find a doctor myself； and nobody need know you've been up here。〃 She nodded； seeing the logic of this； and approached him through the cloud of flies to untie the restraints。 Her fingers were not strong； her nails bitten to the quick； but she worked at the knots with determination； a charming frown flawing the perfect plane of her brow as she labored。 Her efforts were hampered by the flow of yolky fluid from his broken flesh； which gummed everything up。 Once in a while she'd turn her hazel eyes up to him； he wondered whether she could see degeneration occurring in front of her。 If she could； she was too engrossed in the challenge of the knots to leave； either that； or she was willingly unleashing him； aware of the power she wielded in so doing。
Only once did she show any sign of anxiety； when something in his chest seemed to fail； a piece of internal machinery slipping into a lake around his bowels。 He coughed and exhaled a breath that made sewerage smell like primroses。 She turned her head away and pulled a face。 He apologized politely and she asked him not to do it again； then went back to the problem at hand。 He waited patiently； knowing that any attempt to hurry her along would only spoil her concentration。 But in time she got the measure of the riddle； and the binding began to loosen。 His flesh； which was now the consistency of softened soap； skidded off the bone of his wrists as he pulled his hands free。
〃Thank you；〃 he said。 〃Thank you。 You've been very kind。〃 He bent to untie the ropes at his feet； his breath； or what passed for it； a gritty rattle in his chest。
〃I'll go now；〃 she said。
〃Not yet； Sharon；〃 he replied； speaking was drudgery now。 〃Please don't go yet。〃 〃But I have to be home。〃 The Razor…Eater looked at her creamy face： she looked so fragile； standing under the light。 She had withdrawn from his immediate vicinity once the knots were untied； as though the initial trepidation had begun again。 He tried to smile； to reassure her that all was well； but his face wouldn't obey。 The fat and muscle just drooped on his skull； his lips felt inept。 Words； he knew； were close to failing him。 It would have to be signs from now on。 He was moving into a purer world…one of symbols； of ritual…a world where Razor…Eaters truly belonged。
His feet were free。 In a matter of moments he could be across the room to where she stood。 Even …if she turned and ran he could catch her。 No one to see or hear； and even if there were what could they punish him with？ He was a dead man。
He crossed the room toward her。 The little living thing stood in his shadow and made not the least effort to escape him。 Had she too calculated her chances and seen the futility of a chase？ No； she was simply trusting。
He put out a sordid hand to stroke her head。 She blinked； and held her breath at his proximity； but made no attempt to evade the contact。 He longed for touch in his fingers； so as to feel her gloss。 She was so perfect： what a blessing it would be to put a piece of her in him； to show as proof of love at the gates of paradise。
But her look was enough。 He would take that with him； and count himself content； just the somber sweetness of her as a token； like coins in his eyes to pay his passage with。
〃Goodbye；〃 he said； and walked； his gait uneven； to the door。 She went ahead of him and opened the door； then led him down the stairs。 A child was crying in one of the adjacent rooms； the whooping wail of a baby that knows no one will e。 On the front step Breer thanked Sharon again； and they parted。 He watched her run off home。
For his part； he was not certain…at least not consciously…of where he was going to go now； or why。 But once down the steps and onto the pavement his legs took him in a direction he had never been before； and he didn't bee lost； though he soon made his way into unfamiliar territory。 Somebody called him。 Him； and his machete and his blurred； gray face。 He went as quickly as anatomy allowed like a man summoned by history。
70
Whitehead was not afraid to die； he was only afraid that in dying he might discover that he had not lived enough。 That had been his concern as he faced Mamoulian in the hallway of the penthouse suite； and it still tormented him as they sat in the lounge； with the buzz of the highway at their backs。
〃No more running； Joe；〃 Mamoulian said。
Whitehead said nothing。 He collected a large bowl of Halifax's prime strawberries from the corner of the room； then returned to his chair。 Running his exper