rig。 〃So then;〃 I panted; 〃you are aware of the change taken place in you。 Of course; for if it's plain to me it must be plainer still to you。 Very well; but tell me: why then am I the same as before? I feel no different。 Surely no great change is wrought in me?〃
Ehrig; rubbing his throat; came easily to his feet。 He had great bruises on his neck from the chains; other than this it seemed he suffered no ill effects from my manhandling; his eyes burned as before and his voice was doleful as ever。 〃As you say;〃 he said; 〃the change in me has been wrought; as iron is wrought in the furnace。 The Ferenczy's flesh has taken hold of me and bent me to its will; as iron bends in the fire's heat。 But with you it is different; more subtle。 The vampire's seed grows within you。 It grafts itself to your mind; your heart; your very blood。 You are like two creatures in one skin; but slowly you will meld; fuse into one。〃
This is what Faethor had told me。 I sagged against the damp wall。 〃Then my destiny is no longer my own;〃 I groaned。
〃But it is; Thibor; it is!〃 Ehrig was eager now。 〃Why; now that death no longer holds any terrors; you can live forever! You have the chance to grow more powerful than any man before you! And what is that for destiny?〃
I shook my head。 〃Powerful? In thrall to the Ferenczy? Surely you mean powerless! For if I'm to be his man; then how may I be my own? No; that shall not be the way of it。 While yet I have my will; I shall find a way。〃 I prodded my chest and grimaced。 〃How long before。。。 before this thing within mands me? How much time do I have before the guest overpowers the host?〃
Slowly; sadly I thought; he shook his head。 〃You insist on making difficulties;〃 he said。 〃The Ferenczy told me it would be so。 Because you are wild and wilful; he said。 You will be your own man; Thibor! It shall be like this: that the thing within cannot exist without you; nor you without it。 But where before you were merely a man; with a man's frailties and puny passions; now you shall be …〃
〃Hold!〃 I told him; my memory suddenly whispering monstrous things in my mind。 〃He told me。。。 he said that he was sexless! He said: 〃The Wamphyri have no sex as such。〃 And you talk to me of my 〃puny passions?〃'
〃As one of the Wamphyri;〃 Ehrig patiently insisted; as doubtless the Ferenczy had ordered him to insist; 〃you will have the sex of the host。 And you are that host! You will also have your lust; your great strength and cunning…all of your passions…but magnified many times over! Picture yourself pitting your wits against your enemies; or boundlessly strong in battle; or utterly untiring in bed!〃
My emotions raged within me。 Ah! But could I be sure they were mine? Entirely mine? 〃But…it…will…not…be…me!〃 Emphasising each word; I slammed my balled fist again and again into the stone wall; until blood flowed freely from my riven knuckles。
〃But it will be you;〃 he repeated; drawing near; staring at my bloodied hand and licking his lips。 〃Aye; hot blood and all。 The vampire in you will heal that in a very little while。 But; until then; let me tend to it。〃 He took my hand and tried to lick the salt blood。
I hurled him away。 〃Keep your vampire's tongue to yourself!〃 I cried。
And with a sudden thrill of horror; perhaps for the first time; I began to truly understand what he had bee。 And what I was being。 For I had seen that look of entirely unnatural lust on his face; and I had suddenly remembered that once there were three of us。 。
I looked all around the dungeon; into all of the corners and cobwebbed shadows; and my changeling eyes penetrated even the darkest gloom。! looked everywhere and failed to discover what I sought。 Then I turned back to Ehrig。 He saw my expression; began to back away from me。 〃Ehrig;〃 I said; following; closing with him。 〃Now tell me; pray…what has bee of the poor mutilated body of Vasily? Where; pray; is the corpse of our former colleague; the slender; ever aggressive。。。 Vasily?〃
In a corner; Ehrig had tripped on something。 He stumbled; fell…amidst a small pile of bones flensed almost white。 Human bones。
After long moments I found voice。 〃Vasily?〃
Ehrig nodded; shrank back from me; scuttling like a crab on the floor。 〃The Ferenczy; he。。。 he has not fed us!〃 he pleaded。
I let my head slump; turned away in disgust。 Ehrig scrambled to his feet; carefully approached。 〃Keep well away;〃 I warned him; my voice low and filled with loathing。 〃Why did you not break the bones; for their marrow?〃
〃Ah; no!〃 said Ehrig; as if explaining to a child。 〃The Ferenczy told me to leave Vasily's bones for。。。 for the burrower in the earth; that which took shape in old Arvos and consumed him。 It will e for them when all is quiet。 When we are asleep。 。
〃Sleep?〃 I barked; turning on him。 〃You think I'll sleep? Here? With you in the same cell?〃
He turned away; shoulders slumping。 〃Ah; you are the proud one; Thibor。 As I was proud。 It goes before a fall; they say。 Your time is still to e。 As for me; I will not harm you。 Even if I dared; if my hunger was such that but I would not dare。 The Ferenczy would cut me into small pieces and burn each one with fire。 That is his threat。 Anyway; I love you as a brother。〃
〃As you loved Vasily?〃 I scowled at him where he gazed at me over his hunched shoulder。 He had no answer。
〃Leave me in peace;〃 I growled then。 〃I have much to think about。〃
I went to one corner; Ehrig to another。 There we sat in silence。
Hours passed。 Finally I did sleep。 In my dreams…for the most part unremembered; perhaps mercifully…I seemed to hear strange slitherings; and sucking sounds。 Also a period of brittle crunching。
When I awakened; Vasily's bones had disappeared。
Chapter Nine
The voice of the extinct vampire faded in Harry Keogh's incorporeal mind。 For long moments nothing further was said; and they were empty seconds which Harry couldn't really afford。 At any moment he could find himself recalled by his infant son; back through the maze of the M?bius continuum to the garret flat in Hartlepool。 But if Harry's time was important; so too was the rest of mankind's。
〃I begin to feel sorry for you; Thibor;〃 he said; his life…force burning blue as a neon firefly in the dark glade under the trees。 〃I can see how you fought against it; how you did not want to bee what you eventually became。〃
Eventually? the old Thing in the ground spoke up at last。 No eventually about it; Harry…I had bee! From the moment Faethor's seed embraced my body; my brain; I was doomed。 For from that moment it was growing in me; and growing quickly。 First its effect became apparent in my emotions; my passions。 I say 〃apparent〃; but scarcely so to me。 Can you feel your body healing after a cut or a blow? Are you aware of your hair or fingernails growing? Does a man who gradually bees insane know that he is going mad?
Suddenly; as the voice of the vampire faded again; there came a rising babble in Harry's mind。 A cry of frustration; of fury! He had expected it sooner or later; for he knew that Thibor Ferenczy was not alone here in the dark cruciform hills。 And now a new voice formed words in the necroscope's consciousness; a voice he recognised of old。
You old liar! You old devil! cried the inflamed spark; the enraged spirit of Boris Dragosani。 Ah! And how is this for irony? Not enough that I am dead; but to have for panion in my grave that one creature I loathed above all others! And worse; to know that my greatest enemy in life…the man who killed me…is now the only living man who can ever reach me in death! Ha; ha! And to be here; knowing once more the voices of these two…the one demanding; the other wheedling; beguiling; seeking to lie as always…and knowing the futility of it all; but yet yearning; burning to be。。。 involved! Oh; God; if ever there were a God; won't…somebody…speak…to …meeeee?!
Pay no attention; said Thibor at once。 He raves。 For; as you well know; Harry; since you were instrumental; when he killed me he killed himself。 The thought is enough to unhinge anyone; and poor Boris was half…mad to begin with 。
I was made mad! Dragosani howled。 By a filthy; lying; loathsome leech of a thing in the ground! Do you know what he did to me; Harry Keogh?
〃I know of