bination of psychological and sexual factors。 By fear； if you wanted to be crude。 That it hadn't worked that way left him feeling hurt and furious； as if he had been whipped raw。
He got out of his clothes； tossed his wallet and change onto his desk； went into the bathroom； showered。 When he came out he felt a little better。 He dressed again； pulling jeans and a faded chambray shirt from the flightbag。 He picked his change up； put it in a front pocket； and paused； looking speculatively at his Lord Buxton。 Some of the business cards had fallen out They were always doing that； because there were so many of them。
Steve Kemp had a packrat sort of wallet。 One of the items he almost always picked up and tucked away were business cards。 They made nice bookmarks； and the space on the blank flip side was just right for jotting an address； simple directions； or a phone number。 He would sometimes take two or three if he happened to be in a plumbing shop or if an insurance salesman stopped by。 Steve would unfailingly ask the nine…to…fiver for his card with a big shiteating grin。
When he and Donna were going at it hot and heavy； he had happened to notice one of her husband's business cards lying on top of the TV。 Donna had been taking a shower or something。 He had taken the business card。 No big reason。 Just the packrat thing。
Now he opened his wallet and thumbed through the cards； cards from Prudential agents in Virginia； realtors in Colorado； a dozen businesses in between。 For a moment he thought he had lost Handsome Hubby's card； but it had just slipped down between a couple of dollar bills。 He fished it out and looked at it。 White card； blue lettering done in modish lower case； Mr。 Businessman Triumphant。 Quiet but impressive。 Nothing flashy。
roger breakstone ad worx victor trenton
1633 congress street
telex： ADWORX portland； maine 04001 tel （207） 799…8600
Steve pulled a sheet of paper from a ream of cheap mimeo stuff and cleared a place in front of him。 He looked briefly at his typewriter。 No。 Each machine's typescript was as individual as a fingerprint。 It was his crooked lower…case 'a' that hung the blighter； Inspector。 The jury was only out long enough to have tea。
This would not be a police matter； nohow； no way； but caution came without even thinking。 Cheap paper； available at any office supply store； no typewriter。
He took a Pilot Razor Point from the coffee can on the er of the desk and printed in large block letters：
HELLO；
VIC
NICE WIFE YOU'VE GOT THERE
I ENJOYED FUCKING THE SHIT OUT OF HER。
He paused； tapping the pen against his teeth。 He was starting to feel good again。 On top。 Of course； she was a good…looking woman； and he supposed there was always the possibility that Trenton might discount what he had written so far。 Talk was cheap； and you could mail someone a letter for less than the price of a coffee。 But there was something 。。。 always something。 What might it be？
He smiled suddenly； when he smiled that way his entire face lit up； and it was easy to see why he had never had much trouble with women since the evening with the vague； pretty French sub。
He wrote：
WHAT'S THAT MOLE JUST ABOVE HER PUBIC HAIR LOOK LIKE TO YOU？
TO ME IT LOOKS LIKE A QUESTION MARK。
DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS？
That was enough； a meal is as good as a feast； his mother had always said。 He found an envelope and put the message inside。 After a pause； he slipped the business card in； and addressed the envelope； also in block letters； to Vic's office。 After a moment's thought； he decided to show the poor slob a little mercy and added PERSONAL below the address。
He propped the letter on the windowsill and leaned back in his chair； feeling totally good again。 He would be able to write tonight； he felt sure of it。
Outside； a truck with out…of…state plates pulled into his driveway。 A pickup with a great big Hoosier cabinet in the back。 Someone had picked up a bargain at a barn sale。 Lucky them。
Steve strolled out。 He would be glad to take their money and their Hoosier cabinet； but he really doubted if he would have time to do the work。 Once that letter was mailed； a change of air might be in order。 But not too big a change； at least not for a while。 He felt he owed it to himself to stay in the area long enough to make at least one more visit to Little Miss Highpockets 。。。 when it could be ascertained that Handsome Hubby was definitely not around； of course。 Steve had played tennis with the guy and he was no ball of fire … thin； heavy glasses； spaghetti backhand … but you never knew when a Handsome Hubby was going to go off his gourd and do something antisocial。 A good many Handsome Hubbies kept guns around the house。 So he would want to check out the scene carefully before popping in。 He would allow himself the one single visit and then close this show entirely。 He would maybe go to Ohio for a while。 Or Pennsylvania。 Or Taos； New Mexico。 But like a practical joker who had stuffed a load into someone's cigarette； he wanted to stick around （at a prudent distance； of course） and watch it blow up。
The driver of the pickup and his wife were peering into the shop to see if he was there。 Steve strolled out； hands in the pockets of his jeans； smiling。 The woman smiled back immediately。 'HI； folks； can I help you？' he asked； and thought that he would mail the letters as soon as he could get rid of them。
That evening； as the sun went down red and round and hot in the west； Vic Trenton； his shirt tied around his waist by the arms； was looking into the engine partment of his wife's Pinto。 Donna was standing beside him； looking young and fresh in a pair of white shorts and a red…checked sleeveless blouse。 Her feet were bare。 Tad； dressed only in his bathing suit； was driving his trike madly up and down the driveway； playing some sort of mind game that apparently had Ponch and John from CHiPS pitted against Darth Vader。
'Drink your iced tea before it melts；' Donna told Vic。
'Uh…huh。' The glass was on the side of the engine partment。 Vic had a couple of swallows； put it back without looking； and it tumbled off … into his wife's hand。
'Hey；' he said。 'Nice catch。'
She smiled。 'I just know you when your mind's somewhere else； that's all。 Look。 Didn't spill a drop。'
They smiled into each other's eyes for a moment … a good moment； Vic thought。 Maybe it was just his imagination； or wishful thinking； but lately it seemed there were more of the good small moments。 Less of the sharp words。 Fewer silences which were cold； or …maybe this was worse ~ just indifferent。 He didn't know what the cause was； but he was grateful。
'Strictly Triple…A farm club；' he said。 'You got a ways to go before you make the bigs； kid。'
'So what's wrong with my car； coach？'
He had the air cleaner off； it was sitting in the driveway。 'Never saw a Frisbee like that before；' Tad had said matter…of…factly a few moments ago； swerving his trike around it。 Vic leaned back in and poked aimlessly at the carburetor with the head of his screwdriver。
'It's in the carb。 I think the needle valve's sticking。'
'That's bad？'
'Not too bad；' he said； 'but it can stop you cold if it decides to stick shut。 The needle valve controls the flow of gas into the carb； and without gas you don't go。 It's like a national law； babe。'
'Daddy； will you push me on the swing？'
'Yeah； in a minute。'
'Good！ I'll be in the back！'
Tad started round the house toward the swing…and…gym set Vic had built last summer； while lubricating himself wed with gin and tonics； working from a set of plans； doing it after supper on week nights and on weekends with the voices of the Boston Red Sox announcers blaring from the transistor radio beside him。 Tad； then three； sat solemnly on the cellar bulkhead or on the back steps； chin cupped in his hands； fetching things sometimes； mostly watching silently。 Last summer。 A good summer； not as beastly hot as this one。 It had seemed then that Donna had finally adjusted and was seeing that Maine； Castle Rock； Ad Worx … those things could be good for all of them。
Then the mystifying bad patch； the worst of it being that nagging； almost psychic feeling that things were even more wrong than he wanted to think about。 Things in the house began to seem subtly out of place； as if unfami