Brett opened the cupboards one by one； dosing each neatly before going on to the next； disclosing Holly's casserole dishes； the extra elements to her Jenn…Aire range； her dishtowels neatly folded； her coffee…and…tea creamer； her as…yet…inplete set of Depression glassware。 His eyes were wide and blank； and she felt a cool certainty that he was seeing the contents of other cabinets； in another place。
She felt the old； helpless terror that she had almost pletely forgotten as parents do the alarms and the excursions of their children's early years： the teething； the vaccination that brought the frighteningly high fever as a little extra added attraction； the croup； the car infection； the hand or leg that suddenly began to spray。 irrational blood。 What's be thinking？ she wondered。 Where is be？ And why now； after two quiet years？ Was it being in a strange place？ He hadn't seemed duly upset 。。。 at least； not until now。
He opened the last cupboard and took down a pink gravy boat。 He put it on the counter。 He picked up empty air and mimed pouring something into the gravy boat。 Her arms suddenly broke out in gooseflesh as she realized where he was and what this dumbshow was all about。 It was a routine he went through each day at home。 He was feeding Cujo。
She took an involuntary step toward him and then stopped。 She didn't believe those wives' tales about what might happen if you woke a sleepwalker … that the soul would be forever shut out of the body； that madness might result； or sudden death …and she hadn't needed Dr。 Gresham to reassure her on that score。 She had gotten a book on special loan from the Portland City Library 。。。 but she hadn't really needed that； either。 Her own good mon sense told her what happened when you woke up a sleepwalker was that they woke up … no more and no less than just that。 There might be tears； even mild hysteria； but that sort of reaction would be provoked by simple disorientation。
Still； she had never wakened Brett during one of his nightwalks； and she didn't dare to do so now。 Good mon sense was one thing。 Her unreasoning fear was another； and she was suddenly very afraid； and unable to think why。 What could be so dreadful in Brett's acted…out dream of feeding his dog？ It was perfectly natural； as worried as he had been about Cujo。
He was bent over now； holding the gravy boat out； the drawstring of his pajama trousers making a right…angled white line to the horizontal plane of the red and black linoleum floor。 His face went though a slow…motion pantomime of sorrow。 He spoke then； muttering the words as sleepers so often do； gutturally； rapidly； almost unintelligibly。 And with no emotion in the words themselves； that was all inside； held in the cocoon of whatever dream had been vivid enough to make him nightwalk again； after two quiet years。 There was nothing inherently melodramatic about the words； spoken all of a rush in a quick sleeping sigh； but Charity's hand went to her throat anyway。 The flesh there was cold； cold。
'Cujo's not hungry no more；' Brett said； the words riding out on that sigh。 He stood up again； now holding the gravy boat cradled to his chest。 'Not no more； not no more。'
He stood immobile for a short time by the counter； and Charity did likewise by the kitchen door。 A single tear had slipped down his face。 He put the gravy boat on the counter and headed for the door。 His eyes were open but they slipped indifferently and unseeingly over his mother。 He stopped； looking back。
'Look in the weeds；' he said to someone who was not there。
Then be began to walk toward her again。 She stood aside； her hand still pressed against her throat。 He passed her quickly and noiselessly on his bare feet and was gone up the hall toward the stairs。
She turned to follow him and remembered the gravy boat。 It stood by itself on the bare； ready…for…the…day counter like the focal point in a weird painting。 She picked it up and it slipped through her fingers … she hadn't realized that her fingers were slick with sweat。 She juggled it briefly； imagining the crash in the still； sleeping hours。 Then she had it cradled safely in both hands。 She put it back on the shelf and closed the cupboard door and could only stand there for a moment； listening to the heavy thud of her heart； feeling her strangeness in this kitchen。 She was an intruder in this kitchen。 Then she followed her son。
She got to the doorway of his room just in time to see him climb into bed。 He pulled the sheet up and rolled over on his left side； his usual sleeping position。 Although she knew it was over now； Charity stood there yet awhile longer。
Somebody down the hall coughed； reminding her again that this was someone else's house。 She felt a strong wave of homesickness； for a few moments it was as if her stomach were full of some numbing gas； the kind of stuff dentists use。 In this fine still morning light； her thoughts of divorce seemed as immature and without regard for the realities as the thoughts of a child。 It was easy for her to think of such things here。 It wasn't her house； not her place。
Why had his pantomime of feeding Cujo； and those rapid； sighing words； frightened her so much？ Cujo's not hungry no more； not no more。
She went back to her own room and lay there in bed as the sun came up and brightened the room。 At breakfast； Brett seemed no different than ever。 He did not mention Cuio； and he had apparently forgotten about calling home； at least for the time being。 After some interior debate； Charity decided to let the matter rest there。
It was hot。
Donna uncranked her window a little farther … about a quarter of the way； as far as she dared … and then leaned across Tad's lap to unroll his too。 That was when she noticed the creased yellow sheet on paper in his lap。
'What's that； Tad？'
He looked up at her。 There were smudged brown circles under his eyes。 'The Monster Words；' he said。。
'Can I see？'
He held them tightly for a moment and then let her take the paper。 There was a watchful； almost proprietary expression on his face； and she felt an instant's jealousy。 It was brief but very strong。 So far she had managed to keep him alive and unhurt； but it was Vic's hocus…pocus he cared about。 Then the feeling dissipated into bewilderment； sadness； and self…disgust。 It was she who had put him in this situation in the first place。 If she hadn't given in to him about the baby…sitter 。。。
'I put them in my pocket yesterday；' he said； 'before we went shopping。 Mommy； is the monster going to eat us？'
'It's not a monster； Tad； it's just a dog； and no； it isn't going to eat us！' She spoke more sharply than she had intended。 'I told you； when the mailman es； we can go home。' And I told him the car would start in just a little while； and I told him someone would e； that the Cambers would be home soon
But what was the use of thinking that？
'May I have my Monster Words back？' he asked。
For a moment she felt a totally insane urge to tear the sweat…stained； creased sheet of yellow legal paper to bits and toss them out of her window； so much fluttering confetti。 Then she handed the paper back to Tad and ran both hands through her hair； ashamed and scared。 What was happening to her； for Christ's sake？ A sadistic thought like that。 Why would she want to make it worse for him？ Was it Vic？ Herself？ What？
It was so hot … too hot to think。 Sweat was streaming down her face and she could see it trickling down Tad's cheeks as well。 His hair was plastered against his skull in unlovely chunks； and it looked two shades darker than its usual medium…blond。 He needs his hair washed； she thought randomly； and that made her think of the bottle of Johnson's No More Tears again； sitting safely and sanely on the bathroom shelf； waiting for someone to take it down and pour a capful or two into one cupped palm。
（don't lose control of yourself）
No； of course not。 She had no reason to lose control of herself。 Everything was going to be all right； wasn't it？ Of course it was。 The dog wasn't even in sight； hadn't been for more than an hour。 And the mailman。 It was almost ten o'clock now。 The mailman would be along soon； and then it wouldn't matter that it was so hot in the car。 'The greenhouse effect'； they called it。 She had seen that on an SPCA handout somew