A few minutes after that； just before noon； Cujo stumbled out of the barn； blinking his red； rheumy eyes stupidly in the hot sun。
When they e to take you down；
When they bring that wagon 'round；
When they e to call on you
And drag your poor body down 。。。
Jerry Garcia's voice； easy but somehow weary； came floating down the hall； magnified and distorted by someone's transistor radio until it sounded as if the vocal were floating down a long steel tube。 Closer by； someone was moaning。 That morning； when he went down to the smelly industrial bathroom to shave and shower； there had been a puddle of vomit in one of the urinals and a large quantity of dried blood in one of the washbasins。
'Shake it； shake it； Sugaree；' Jerry Garcia sang； 'just don't tell 'em you know me。'
Steve Kemp stood at the window of his room on the fifth floor of the Portland YMCA； looking down at Spring Street； feeling bad and not knowing why。 His head was bad。 He kept thinking about Donna Trenton and how he had fucked her over … fucked her over and then hung around。 Hung around for what？ What the fuck had happened？
He wished he were in Idaho。 Idaho had been much on his mind lately。 So why didn't he stop honking his donk and just go？ He didn't know。 He didn't like not knowing。 He didn't like all these questions screwing up his head。 Questions were counterproductive to a state of serenity； and serenity was necessary to the development of the artist。 He had looked at himself this morning m one of the toothpaste…spotted mirrors and had thought he looked old。 Really old。 When he came back to his room he had seen a cockroach zigzagging busily across the floor。 The omens were bad。
She didn't give me the brush because I'm old； he thought。 I'm not old。 She did it because her itch was scratched； because she's a bitch； and because I gave her a spoonful of her own medicine。 How did Handsome Hubby like his little love note； Donna？ Did Handsome Hubby dig it？
Did hubby get his little love note？
Steve crushed his cigarette out in the jar top that served the room as an ashtray。 That was really the central question； wasn't it？ With that one answered； the answers to the other questions would drop into place。 The hateful hold she had gotten over him by telling him to get lost before he was ready to end the affair （she had humiliated him； goddammit）； for one thing … for one very big thing。
Suddenly he knew what to do； and his heart began to thud heavily with anticipation。 He put a hand into his pocket and jingled the change there。 He went out。 It was just past noon； and in Castle Rock； the mailman for whom Donna hoped had begun that part of his rounds which covered the Maple Sugar Road and Town Road No。 3。
Vic； Roger； and Rob Martin spent Tuesday morning at Image…Eye and then went out for beers and burgers。 A few burgers and a great many beers later； Vic suddenly realized that he was drunker than he had ever been at a business luncheon in his life。 Usually he had a single cocktail or a glass of white wine； he had seen too many good New York admen drown themselves slowly in those dark places just off Madison Avenue； talking to their friends about campaigns they would never mount 。。。 or； if they became drunk enough； to the barmen in those places about novels which they would assuredly never write。
It was a strange occasion； half victory celebration； half wake。 Rob had greeted their idea of a final Sharp Cereal Professor ad with tempered enthusiasm； saying that he could knock it a mile 。。。 always assuming he was given the chance。 That was the wake half。 Without the approval of old and his fabled kid； the greatest spot in the world would them no good。 They would all be out on their asses。
Under the circumstances； Vic supposed it was all right to get loaded。
Now； as the main rush of the restaurant's lunchtime clientele came in； the three of them sat in their shirtsleeves at a er booth； the remains of their burgers on waxed paper； beer bottles scattered around the table； the ashtray overflowing。 Vic was reminded of the day he and Roger had sat in the Yellow Sub back in Portland； discussing this little safari。 Back when everything that had been wrong had been wrong with the business。 Incredibly； he felt a wave of nostalgia for that day and wondered what Tad and Donna were doing。 Got to call them tonight； he thought。 If I can stay sober enough to remember； that is。
'So what now？' Rob asked。 'You hangin out in Boston or going on to New York？ I can get you guys tickets to the Boston…Kansas City series； if you want them。 Might cheer you up to watch George Brett knock a few holes in the Ieft…field wall。'
Vic looked at Roger； who shrugged and said； 'On to New York； I guess。 Thanks are in order； Rob； but I don't think either opus are in the mood for baseball。'
'There's nothing more we can do here；' Vic agreed。 'We had a lot of time scheduled on this trip for brainstorming； but I guess we're all agreed to go with the final spot idea。'
'There's still plenty of rough edges；' Rob said。 'Don't get too proud。'
'We can mill off the rough edges；' Roger said。 'One day with the marketing people ought to do it； I think。 You agree； Vic？'
'It might take two；' Vic said。 'Still； there's no reason why we can't tie things up a lot earlier than we'd expected。'
'Then what？'
Vic grinned bleakly。 'Then we call old man Sharp and make an appointment to see him。 I； imagine we'll end tip going straight on to Cleveland from New York。 The Magical Mystery Tour。'
'See Cleveland and die；' Roger said gloomily； and poured the remainder of his beer into his glass。 'I just can't wait to see that old fart。'
'Don't forget the young fart；' Vic said； grinning a little。
'How could I forget that little prick？' Roger replied。 'Gentlemen； I propose another round。'
Rob looked at his watch。 'I really ought to …'
'One last round；' Roger insisted。 'Auld Lang Sync； if you want。'
Rob shrugged。 'Okay。 But I still got a business to run； don't forget that。 Although without Sharp Cereals； there's going to be space for a lot of long lunches。' He raised his glass in the air and waggled it until a waiter saw him and nodded back。
'Tell me what you really think；' Vic said to Rob。 'No bullshit。 You think it's a bust？'
Rob looked at him； seemed about to speak； then shook his head。
Roger said； 'No； go ahead。 We all set out to sea in the same pea…green boat。 Or Red Razberry Zingers carton； or whatever。 You think it's no go； don't you？'
'I don't think there's a chance in hell；' Rob said。 'You'll work up a good presentation … you always do。 You'll get your background work done in New York； and I have a feeling that everything the market…research boys can tell you on such short notice is all going to be in your favor。 And Yancey Harrington。。。。 I think he'll emote his fucking heart out。 His big deathbed scene。 He'II he so good he'll make Bette Davis in Dark Victory look like Ali MacGraw in Love
'Oh； but it's not like that at all …' Roger began。
Rob shrugged。 'Yeah； maybe that's a little unfair。 Okay。 Call it his curtain call； then。 Whatever you want to call it； I've been in this business long enough to believe that there wouldn't he a dry eye in the house after that mercial was shown over a three… or four…week period。 It would knock ~body on their asses。 But …'
The beers came。 The waiter said to Rob； 'Mr。 Johnson asked me to tell you that he has several parties of three waiting； Mr。 Martin。'
'Well； you run back and tell Mr。 Johnson that the boys are on their last round and to keep his undies dry。 Okay； Rocky？'
The waiter smiled； emptied the ashtray； and nodded。
He left。 Rob turned back to Vic and Roger。 'So what's the bottom line？ You're bright boys。 You don't need a one…legged cameraman with a snootful of beer to tell you where the bear shat in the buckwheat。'
'Sharp just won't apologize；' Vic said。 'That's what you think； isn't it？' Rob saluted him with his bottle of beer。 'Goto the head of the class。'
'It's not an apology；' Roger said plaintively。 'It's a fucking explanation。'
'You see it that way；' Rob answered； 'but will he） Ask yourself that。 I've met that old geezer a couple of times。 He'd see it in terms of the captain deserting the sinking ship ahead of the women and children； giving up the Alamo； every stereotype