floors can never quite make their final stilling impact； Holly would recognize that she might have escaped a similar marriage； a similar life； by the thinnest of margins。
She hadn't told because Holly had entrenched herself in her upper…middle…class suburban life like a watchful soldier in a foxhole。 She hadn't told because horrified anger could not solve her problems。 She hadn't told because no one likes to look like a freak in a sideshow； living through the days and weeks and months and years with an unpleasant； unmunicative； sometimes frightening man。 Charity had discovered there were things you didn't want to tell。 Shame wasn't the reason。 Sometimes it was just better … kinder … to keep up a front。
Mostly she hadn't told because these things were her problems。 What happened to Brett was her problem。。。 and over the last two days she had e more and more to beheve that what he did with his life would depend less on her and Joe in the final reckoning than it would on Brett himself。
There would he no divorce。 She would continue to fight her unceasing guerilla war with Joe for the boy's soul。。。 for whatever good that would do。 In her worry over Brett's wanting to emulate his father； she had perhaps forgotten … or overlooked …the fact that there es a time when children stand in judgment and their parents ~ mother as well as father …must stand in the dock。 Brett had noticed Holly's ostentatious display of credit cards。 Charity could only hope Brett would notice that his father ate with his hat on 。。。 among other things。
The dawn was brightening。 She took her robe from the back of the door and put it on。 She wanted a shower but would not take one until the others in the house were stirring。 The strangers。 That was what they were。 Even Holly's face was strange to her now； a face that bore only a faint resemblance to the snapshots in the family albums she had brought with them 。。。 even Holly herself had looked at those photographs with a faint air of puzzlement。
They would go back to Castle Rock； back to the house at the end of Town Road No。 3； back to Joe。 She would pick up the threads of her life； and things would continue。 That would be best。
She reminded herself to call Alva just before seven o'clock； when he would be at breakfast。
It was just past 6 A。M。 and the day was ing bright when Tad had his convulsion。
He had awakened from an apparently sound sleep around 5： 15 and had roused Donna from a low doze； plaining of being hungry and thirsty。 As if he had pressed a button deep down inside her； Donna had bee aware for the first time that she was hungry too。 The thirst she had been aware of … it was more or less constant … but she could not remember actually thinking of food since sometime yesterday morning。 Now she was suddenly ravenous。
She soothed Tad as best she could； telling him hollow things that no longer meant anything real to her one way or another … that people would show up soon； the bad dog would be taken away； they would be rescued。
The real thing was the thought of food。
Breakfasts； for instance； take breakfasts： two eggs fried in butter； over easy if you don't mind； waiter。 French toast。 Big glasses of fresh…squeezed orange juice so cold that moisture beaded the glass。 Canadian bacon。 Home fries。 Bran flakes in cream with a sprinkle of blueberries on top … bloobies； her father had always called them； another one of those ic irrationalities that had irritated her mother out of all proportion。
Her stomach made a loud rumbling sound； and Tad laughed。 The sound of his laughter startled her and pleased her with its unexpectedness。 It was like finding a rose growing in a rubbish heap； and she smiled back。 The smile hurt her lips。
'Heard that； huh？'
'I think you must be hungry too。'
'Well； I wouldn't turn down an Egg McMuffin if someone threw it my way。'
Tad groaned； and that made them both laugh again。 In the yard； Cujo had pricked up his ears。 He growled at the sound of their laughter。 For a moment he made as if to get to his feet； perhaps to charge the car again； then he settled wearily back on his haunches； head drooping。
Donna felt that irrational lift in her spirits that almost always es with daybreak。 Surely it would be over soon； surely they had passed the worst。 All the luck had been against them； but sooner or later even the worst luck changes。
Tad seemed almost his old self。 Too pale； badly used； terribly tired in spite of his sleep； but still indubitably the Tadder。 She hugged him； and he hugged her back。 The pain in her belly had subsided somewhat； although the scrapes and gouges there had a puffy； inflamed look。 Her leg was worse； but she found she was able to flex it； although it hurt to do so and the bleeding started again。 She would have a scar。
The two of them talked for the next forty minutes or so。 Donna； hunting for a way to keep Tad alert and to also pass the time for both of them； suggested Twenty Questions。 Tad agreed eagerly。 He had never been able to get enough of the game； the only problem had always been getting one or the other of his parents to play it with him。 They were on their fourth game when the convulsion struck。
Donna had guessed some five questions ago that the subject of the interrogation was Fred Redding； one of Tad's daycamp chums； but had been spinning things out。'
'Does he have red hair？' she asked。
'No； he's 。 。 。 he's 。。。 he's 。 。 。'
Suddenly Tad was struggling to catch his breath。 It came and went in gasping； tearing whoops that caused fear to leap up her throat in a sour； coppery…tasting rush。
'Tad？ Tad？'
Tad gasped。 He clawed at his throat； leaving red lines there。 His eyes rolled up； showing only the bottoms of the irises and the silvery whites。
'Tad！'
She grabbed him； shook him。 His Adam's apple went up and down rapidly； like a mechanical bear on a stick。 His hands began to flop aimlessly about； and then they rose to his throat again and tore at it。 He began to make animal choking sounds。
For a moment Donna entirely forgot where she was。 She grabbed for the doorhandle； pulled it up； and shoved the door of the Pinto open； as if this had happened while she was in the supermarket parking lot and there was help close by。 Cujo was on his feet in an instant。 He leaped at the car before the door was more than half open； perhaps saving her from being savaged at that instant。 He struck the opening door； fell back； and then came again； snarling thickly。 Loose excrement poured onto the crushed gravel of the driveway。
Screaming； she yanked the door closed。 Cujo leaped at the side of the car again； bashing the dent in a little deeper。 He reeled back； then sprang at the window； thudding off it with a dull cracking sound。 The silver crack running through the glass suddenly developed half a dozen tributaries。 He leaped at it again and the Saf…T…Glas starred inward； still holding together but sagging now。 The outside world was suddenly a milky blur。
If he es again。。。
Instead； Cujo withdrew； waiting to see what she would do next。
She turned to her son。
Tad's entire body was jerking； as if with epilepsy。 His back was bowed。 His buttocks came out of the seat； thumped back； rose again； thumped back。 His face was taking on a bluish color。 The veins in his temples stood out prominently。 She had been a candy…striper for three years； her last two in high school and the summer following her freshman year at college； and she knew what was happening here。 He had not swallowed his tongue； outside of the more purple mystery novels； that was impossible。 But his tongue had slid down his throat and was now blocking his windpipe。 He was choking to death in front of her eyes。
She grabbed his chin in her left hand and yanked his mouth open。 Panic made her rough； and she heard the tendons in his jaw creak。 Her probing fingers found the tip of his tongue incredibly far back； almost to where his wisdom teeth would be if they every grew out。 She tried to grip it and couldn't； it was as wet and slippery as a baby eel。 She tried to tweeze it between her thumb and forefinger； only faintly aware of the lunatic race of her heart。 I think I'm losing him； she thought。 Oh my dear God； I think I'm losing my son。
Now his teeth suddenly clashed down； drawing blood from her probing fingers and fr