each other； they give birth to each other and are forever reborn。 And with them all is reborn； the flower of the apple tree； the light of the stars。 In life is death。 In death is rebirth。 What then is life without death？ Life unchanging； everlasting； eternal？ …What is it but death… death without rebirth？〃
〃If so much hinges on it； then； my lord； if one man's life might wreck the Balance of the Whole； surely it is not possible …it would not be allowed…〃 He halted； confused。
〃Who allows？ Who forbids？〃
〃I do not know。〃
〃Nor I。 But I know how much evil one man； one life； can do。 I know it all too well。 I know it because I have done it。 I have done the same evil； in the same folly of pride。 I opened the door between the worlds just a crack； just a little crack； just to show that I was stronger than death itself。。。 I was young and had not met death…like you。。。 It took the strength of the Archmage Nemmerle； it took his mastery and his life； to shut that door。 You can see the mark that night left on me； on my face； but him it killed。 Oh； the door between the light and the darkness can be opened； Arren； it takes strength； but it can be done。 But to shut it again； there's a different story。〃
〃But my lord； what you speak of surely is different from this…〃
〃Why？ Because I am a good man？〃 That coldness of steel； of the falcon's eye； was in Sparrowhawk's look again。 〃What is a good man； Arren？ Is a good man one who would not do evil； who would not open a door to the darkness； who has no darkness in him？ Look again； lad。 Look a little farther； you will need what you learn； to go where you must go。 Look into yourself！ Did you not hear a voice say e？ Did you not follow？〃
〃I did。 I… I have not forgotten。 But I thought。。。 I thought that voice was。。。 his。〃
〃Aye； it was his。 And it was yours。 How could he speak to you； across the seas； but in your own voice？ How is it that he calls to those who know how to listen； the mages and the makers and the seekers； who heed the voice within them？ How is it that he does not call to me？ It is because I will not listen； I will not hear that voice again。 You were born to power； Arren； as I was； power over men； over men's souls； and what is that but power over life and death？ You are young； you stand on the borders of possibility； on the shadowland； in the realm of dream； and you hear the voice saying e。 But I； who am old； who have done what I must do； who stand in the daylight facing my own death； the end of all possibility； I know that there is only one power that is real and worth the having。 And that is the power； not to take； but to accept。〃
Jessage was far behind them now； a blue smudge on the sea； a stain。
〃Then I am his servant；〃 Arren said。
〃You are。 And I am yours。〃
〃But who is he； then？ What is he？〃
〃A man； I think … even as you and I。〃
〃That man you spoke of once … the wizard of Havnor； who summoned up the dead？ Is it he？〃
〃It may well be。 He had great power； and it was all bent on denying death。 And he knew the Great Spells of the Lore of Paln。 I was young and a fool when I used that lore； and I brought ruin on myself。 But if an old man and a strong one used it； careless of all consequence； he might bring ruin on us all。〃
〃Were you not told that that man was dead？〃
〃Aye；〃 said Sparrowhawk 〃I was。〃
And they said no more。
That night the sea was full of fire。 The sharp waves thrown back by Lookfar's prow and the movement of every fish through the surface water were all outlined and alive with light。 Arren sat with his arm on the gunwale and his head on his arm； watching those curves and whorls of silver radiance。 He put his hand in the water and raised it again； and light ran softly from his fingers。 〃Look；〃 he said； 〃I too am a wizard。〃
〃That gift you have not；〃 said his panion。
〃Much good I shall be to you without it；〃 said Arren； gazing at the restless shimmer of the waves； 〃when we meet our enemy。〃
For he had hoped …from the very beginning he had hoped… that the reason the Archmage had chosen him and him alone for this voyage was that he had some inborn power； descended from his ancestor Morred； which would in the ultimate need and the blackest hour be revealed： and so he would save himself and his lord and all the world from the enemy。 But lately he had looked once more at that hope； and it was as if he saw it from a great distance； it was like remembering that； when he was a very little boy； he had had a burning desire to try on his father's crown； and had wept when he was forbidden to。 This hope was as ill…timed； as childish。 There was no magery in him。 There never would be。
The time might e； indeed； when he could； when he must； put on his father's crown and rule as Prince of Enlad。 But that seemed a small thing now； and his home a small place； and remote。 There was no disloyalty in this。 Only his loyalty had grown greater； being fixed upon a greater model and a broader hope。 He had learned his own weakness also； and by it had learned to measure his strength； and he knew that he was strong。 But what use was strength if he had no gift； nothing to offer； still； to his lord but his service and his steady love？ Where they were going； would those be enough？
Sparrowhawk said only； 〃To see a candle's light； one must take it into a dark place。〃 With that Arren tried to fort himself； but he did not find it very forting。
Next morning when they awoke； the air was grey and the water was grey。 Over the mast the sky brightened to the blue of an opal； for the fog lay low。 To Northern men such as Arren of Enlad and Sparrowhawk of Gont； the fog was wele； like an old friend。 Softly it enclosed the boat so that they could not see far； and it was to them like being in a familiar room after many weeks of bright and barren space and the wind blowing。 They were ing back into their own climate； and were now perhaps at the latitude of Roke。
Some seven hundred miles east of those fog…clad waters where Lookfar sailed； clear sunlight shone on the leaves of the trees of the Immanent Grove； on the green crown of Roke Knoll； and on the high slate roofs of the Great House。
In a room in the south tower； a magicians' workroom cluttered with retorts and alembics and great…bellied； crook…necked bottles； thick…walled furnaces and tiny heating…lamps； tongs； bellows； stands； pliers； pipes； a thousand boxes and vials and stoppered jugs marked with Hardic or more secret runes； and all such paraphernalia of alchemy； glass…blowing； metal…refining； and the arts of healing； in that room among the much…encumbered tables and benches stood the Master Changer and the Master Summoner of Roke。
In his hands the grey…haired Changer held a great stone like a diamond uncarved。 It was a rock…crystal； colored faintly deep within with amethyst and rose； but clear as water。 Yet as the eye looked into that clarity； it found unclarity； and neither reflection nor image of what was real round about； but only planes and depths ever farther； ever deeper； until it was led quite into dream and found no way out。 This was the Stone of Shelieth。 It had long been kept by the princes of Way； sometimes as a mere bauble of their treasury； sometimes as a charm for sleep； sometimes for a more baneful purpose： for those who looked too long and without understanding into that endless depth of crystal might go mad。 The Archmage Gensher of Way； ing to Roke； had brought with him the Stone of Shelieth； for in the hands of a mage it held the truth。
Yet the truth varies with the man。
Therefore the Changer； holding the stone and looking through its bossed； uneven surface into the infinite； palecolored； shimmering depths； spoke aloud to tell what he saw。 〃I see the earth； even as though I stood on Mount Orm in the center of the world and beheld all beneath my feet； even to the farthest isle of the farthest Reaches； and beyond。 And all is clear。 I see ships in the lanes of Ilien； and the hearthfires of Torheven； and the roofs of this tower where we stand now。 But past Roke； nothing。 In the south； no lands。 In the west； no lands。 I cannot see Wathort where it should be； nor any isle of the West Reach； even so close as Pendor。 And Osskil and Ebosskil； where are they？