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Rand seemed not to hear。 Back and forth he rocked。 Back and forth。 〃Isan； of the Jarra Sept of the Chareen Aiel。 She died for me today。 Chuonde of the Spine Ridge Miagoma。 She died for me today。 Agirin of the Shelan Daryne。。。 〃
There had been nothing for it but to settle on his heels and listen to Rand recite all one hundred and fifty…one names in a voice like pain stretched to breaking； listen and hope Rand was holding on to sanity。
Whether or not Rand was still pletely sane； though； if a Maiden who came to fight for him had been missed down there somehow； Perrin was sure that not only would she be buried decently with the others on the ridge； there would be one hundred and fifty…two names in that list。 And that was none of Kiruna's business。 Not that； or Perrin's doubts。 Rand had to stay sane； or sane enough anyway； and that was that。 Light； send it so！
And the Light burn me for thinking it so coldly； Perrin thought。
From the corner of his eye he saw her full mouth tighten momentarily。 She liked not knowing everything about as well as being made to wait。 She would have been beautiful； in a grand sort of manner； except that hers was a face used to getting what it wanted。 Not petulant； just absolutely certain that whatever she wanted was right and proper and must be。 〃With so many crows and ravens in one place； there are certainly hundreds； perhaps thousands； ready to report what they've seen to a Myrddraal。〃 She made no effort to mask her irritation； she sounded as though he had brought every bird there himself。 〃In the borderlands； we kill them on sight。 You have men； and they have bows。〃
It was true； a raven or crow was all too likely to be a spy for the Shadow； but disgust welled up in him。 Disgust and weariness。 〃To what point？〃 With that many birds； the Two Rivers men and the Aiel could shoot every arrow they had and spies would still report。 Most times there was no way to tell whether the bird you killed was the spy or the one that flew away。 〃Hasn't there been enough killing？ There will be more soon enough。 Light； woman； even the Asha'man are sated！〃
Eyebrows rose among the onlooking clutch of sisters。 No one spoke to Aes Sedai that way； not a king or a queen。 Bera gave him a look that said she was considering hauling him out of the saddle and boxing his ears。 Still peering toward the shambles below； Kiruna smoothed her skirts； her face coldly determined。 Loial's ears trembled。 He had a deep but uneasy respect for Aes Sedai； close to twice as tall as most of the sisters； sometimes he behaved as though one might step on him without noticing if he got in her way。
Perrin gave Kiruna no chance to speak。 Give an Aes Sedai a finger； and she took your whole arm； unless she decided to take more。 〃You've been staying clear of me； but I have a few things to say to you。 You disobeyed orders yesterday。 If you want to call it changing the plan；〃 he pushed on when she opened her mouth； 〃then call it that。 If you think that makes it better。〃 She and the other eight had been told to stay with the Wise Ones； well back from the actual fighting； guarded by the Two Rivers men and the Mayeners。 Instead they had plunged right into the thick of it； wading in where men were trying to cut one another into dogmeat with swords and spears。 〃You took Havien Nurelle with you； and half the Mayeners died for it。 You don't go your own way with no regard anymore。 I won't see men die because you suddenly think you see a better way； and the Dark One take what everyone else thinks。 Do you understand me？〃
〃Are you finished； farmboy？〃 Kiruna's voice was dangerously calm。 The face she turned up to him might have been carved from some dark ice； and she reeked of affront。 Standing on the ground； she somehow made it seem that she was looking down at him。 Not an Aes Sedai trick； that； he had seen Faile do it。 He suspected most women knew how。 〃I will tell you something； though the meanest intelligence should be able to reason it out。 By the Three Oaths； no sister may use the One Power as a weapon except against Shadowspawn or in defense of her life； or that of her Warders or another sister。 We could have stood where you would have had us and watched until Tarmon Gai'don without ever being able to do anything effective。 Not until we were in danger ourselves。 I do not like having to explain my actions； farmboy。 Do not make me do it again。 Do you understand？〃
Loial's ears wilted； and he stared straight ahead so hard that it was plain he wished he were anywhere but here； even with his mother； who wanted to marry him off。 Aram's mouth hung open； and he always tried to pretend Aes Sedai did not impress him at all。 Jondyn and Tod climbed down from their wagon wheel just a touch too casually； Jondyn managed to stroll away； but Tod ran； looking back over his shoulder。
Her explanation sounded reasonable； it was probably the truth。 No； by another of the Three Oaths； it was the truth。 There were loopholes； though。 Like not speaking the whole truth； or talking around it。 The sisters might well have put themselves in danger so they could use the Power as a weapon； but Perrin would eat his boots if they had not also been thinking they could reach Rand before anybody else。 What would have happened then was anyone's guess； but he was certain their plans had not included anything like what actually happened。
〃He's ing；〃 Loial said suddenly。 〃Look！ Rand is ing。〃 Dropping to a whisper； he added； 〃Be careful； Perrin。〃 For an Ogier； it truly was a whisper。 Aram and Kiruna probably heard quite clearly； and maybe Bera； but certainly no one besides。 〃They did not swear anything to you！〃 His voice went back to its normal boom。 〃Do you think he might talk to me about what went on inside the camp？ For my book。〃 He was writing a book about the Dragon Reborn； or at least taking notes for one。 〃I really didn't see much once the。。。 the fighting began。〃 He had been at Perrin's side in the thick of it； wielding an axe with a haft nearly as long as he was tall； it was hard to take note of much else when you were trying to stay alive。 If you listened to Loial； you would think he was always somewhere else when things became dangerous。 〃Do you think he might； Kiruna Sedai？〃
Kiruna and Bera exchanged looks； then without a word glided across the ground to Verin and the others。 Peering after them； Loial heaved a sigh； a wind through caverns。
〃You really should have a care； Perrin；〃 he breathed。 〃You're always so hasty with your tongue。〃 He sounded like a bumblebee the size of a cat instead of a mastiff。 Perrin thought he might learn to whisper yet； if they spent enough time around Aes Sedai。 He motioned the Ogier to be quiet； though； so he could listen。 The sisters began talking right away； but not a sound reached Perrin's ears。 Clearly they had erected a barrier with the One Power。
Clear to the Asha'man as well。 They went from lounging to up on their toes in a heartbeat； every line of them focused on the sisters。 Nothing said they had taken hold of saidin； the male half of the True Source； but Perrin would have wagered Stepper they had。 By Gedwyn's angry sneer； he was ready to use it； too。
Whatever obstruction the Aes Sedai had raised； they must have dropped it。 They folded their hands； turning to look down the slope in silence。 Glances passed among the Asha'man； and finally Gedwyn waved them back to apparent indolence。 He looked disappointed。 Growling irritably； Perrin turned back to look beyond the wagons。
Rand was strolling up the slope with Min on his arm； patting her hand and talking with her。 Once he threw back his head and laughed； and she ducked hers to do the same； brushing back dark ringlets that hung to her shoulders。 You might have thought him a countryman out with his girl。 Except that he had belted on his sword； and sometimes he ran his hand down the long hilt。 And except for Taim right at his other shoulder。 And the Wise Ones following almost as close behind。 And the rings of Maidens and siswai'aman； Cairhienin and Mayeners that pleted the procession。
What a relief that he would not have to ride down into that shambles after all； but he needed to warn Rand about all